Don't Look Back by Jennifer L. Armentrout Read Free Book Online

brushing his lips over my cheek. “Just like our parents.”
Warning bells went off. From what I’d seen, my parents did not have a perfect relationship. Since I came... came home, I hadn’t even seen them touch or even be in the same room together longer than a few minutes. I fiddled with the silver heart. “So . . . I got a text, and I left?”
“Yeah.” He sat back. Disappointment pulled at his lips, and I felt as if I’d done something wrong. “I think it was from Cassie, but you didn’t say. You left my house mad.”
“Mad at Cassie?”
He shook his head. “I don’t know. You and Cassie had this—”
“Rivalry? That’s what my brother said.”
“He’s not lying. Cassie... wow, how do I say this without sounding like a dick?” He exhaled slowly. “Cassie wanted to be like you. She always has. In her eyes, you had it all. She copied everything you did. If you didn’t like someone, she didn’t like them. If you wanted someone, she wanted them. Everyone knew it.”
I arched a brow. “Okay...”
“I’m not trying to talk bad about her—especially under the circumstances. God, she could be dead.” He saw me wince and immediately apologized. “Sorry, but you know what I mean. Cassie caused problems. Even with us.”
“I thought we didn’t fight.” Unease started to form hard little balls in my stomach.
He looked away. “We didn’t fight fight. Like I said, I have your back. But sometimes Cassie could be ... inappropriate when you weren’t around.”
“What do you mean?”
His gaze flicked to mine, then focused on the massive deer head on the wall. “She’d come on to me, even though we were together and Trey’s my bud.”
I expected to feel a rush of jealousy, but I felt nothing. “Did you like Cassie?”
Surprise shone on his face. “Yeah, I mean, she could be cool.” And then his eyes narrowed and lips thinned. “Why are you asking?”
My mouth opened, but nothing came out. I had this impression of having asked the same question before, only with a lot more emotion behind it. Anger was there. Disappointment, too. But there was nothing else attached to those emotions. It was as if my feelings were balloons floating away with nothing to tether them down.
I shrugged. “You just sound like you didn’t like her. I don’t think Scott liked her, either.”
“Cassie could be hard to get along with.” He shifted closer, placing a hand on my bent knee. Instantly, my muscles locked up. “I don’t know what happened the night you two disappeared. I don’t even know if you guys were really even together. And I don’t want to talk about her. I want to talk about us.”
“Us?” I squeaked.
He held his free hand out to me. “Come here.”
My pulse shot way up, and I didn’t want to come here . But he was waiting with this patient smile on his handsome face, and I didn’t want to hurt his feelings. This had to be hard for him. I was his girlfriend, and I couldn’t recall a single detail about him or our relationship. I scooted over until my legs were pressed against his.
His hand found the back of my neck, guiding my head to his chest. He let out a ragged sigh, brushing his lips over my forehead. “I really didn’t think I was going to be able to do this again. It’s like getting a second chance.”
“It is?” I whispered, confused.
“Yeah.” He pressed a kiss on my temple.
We spent the entire afternoon talking, which helped me get to know him again. Evidently, we had started dating at the beginning of freshman year and, according to Del, all my friends were jealous. Our fathers were in business together, working in Philadelphia while our mothers stayed at home. Supposedly, there was this huge deal between our fathers’ businesses. Something to do with stock trade and company transfer—nothing I knew anything about.
We spent the holidays each year in the Catskills with our families and summers on various vacations. Last year, we were prom king and queen, and the two of us were