different. Then again, maybe itâs not the street thatâs changed â itâs my life. Iâm the same as always, but everything else about my life is getting too hard and I just donât know how to sort it out.
Ranga first: heâs my oldest friend and he needs help, but I donât know what to do. Nothing that I can do would be useful anyway.
James is my friend now too, but he takes up so much of my time that I canât hang with Ranga as much as I used to. Besides, he canât do a lot of the stuff Ranga and I like to do, which sucks for him. I canât do anything about that either. Being friends isnât something you choose. It just happens.
Then thereâs Jess. One after the other, her friends keep telling me that she likes me and she wants to go out withme. I think I like her. I mean, I like it that she likes me, and I think she looks pretty hot but I havenât really talked to her. If I do ask her out, where am I supposed to take her and what are we supposed to do? I havenât got much money â any really. I spent most of the money I did have on new skate shoes. Loser!
I want everything to be like it was. Ranga and I think of something fun to do, then we do it and itâs fun. We get busted, but itâs worth it. Simple!
Outside, sunlight is belting down. Itâs already glaring off the windows of Dadâs car. The sky is electric blue like summer, except the lawn is green and I know that if I walk outside it will be cold. I love winter days like this, so what am I doing sitting around here? Maybe Rangaâs mum will let him out today. We could ride down the skate park. Yes, today feels like the sort of day where I could finally get some serious air and land one or two of them too.
I should go, but Iâm still sitting here, looking out of the window, wondering what it would be like to kiss Jess.
âWhy arenât you out getting some exercise?â
I nearly have a heart attack.
Itâs Mum. Sheâs standing right behind me. âWhy arenât you doing something with Warren or James? Are you feeling sick?â
âWhy should I be feeling sick?â I ask.
âWell, let me see,â says Mum, pretending to think for a while. âItâs a sunny Saturday and youâre in the house, sitting still and looking out of the window.â She puts her hand on my forehead, pretending to take my temperature. âOww!â she cries, blowing on her fingers.
âHa-ha!â I say as sarcastically as I can. It doesnât work on her any better than it does on Ranga.
âWell?â she says.
âI donât think Ranga can come out at the moment,â I say.
âWhatâs he done this time?â Mum asks.
âNothing!â I say, maybe a bit louder than I need to. âWhat makes you think heâs done something?â
âWell,â says Mum, twice as sarcastic as I was, âlet me see. Perhaps itâs because every other time heâs been grounded, he did something.â
âWell he didnât this time,â I say.
âSo why is he grounded?â
âHe isnât,â I say.
âThen why canât he play? Is he sick?â
âNo.â I donât want to have to tell Mum about the social worker and Rangaâs bruises. It feels like Rangaâs secret. Besides, Mum will find out that I knew something anddidnât tell her, but Mumâs like one of those detectives on television. She always knows if Iâm trying to hide something and she gets it out of me in the end. âMaybe he can go out,â I say. âIâll ask him.â
As I head out the front door James yells from his house, âHey Sticks, whatcha doing?â
âIâm gunna see if Ranga wants to go to the skate park,â I say.
âCan I come?â James asks.
âSure,â I say, âbut what are you going to do down there?â
âJust watch.â
Fair enough. I