Veronica on a train this end, in spite of her protests. You know, old lad, I thought she might not come and I wouldnât be able to say goodbye. I loved her but knew she didnât love me. Your stepmama and my mama are a formidable force, you know, and pushed the poor girl into the marriage.â
Auberon nodded, feeling uncomfortable. One didnât usually share such things. It was womenâs talk, but the wounded were different. He had heard this from Richard before, several times, but the wounded manâs memory was strange and he repeated himself. Dr Nicholls said it would perhaps improve and then had shouted, removing his pipe to do so, âIf youâd had a mighty crack on your thick head, wouldnât you be a bit knocked sideways?â
Auberon had replied, âProbably. By the way, itâs one rule for the men â no smoking â and one for you, is it?â
Nicholls had grunted, âPipes are different and enough of your impertinence.â He had charged on his way to the next crisis.
Richard was muttering again, waving his cigarette in the air. âI believe Ver has a cause, you know, with the hospital, and I think that it makes her happy. All I have to do, it seems, is to step to one side and let her work, and her love will continue to grow. Or so Evie said. I think I should get a cauldron for all three of them, but especially . . .â
Auberon reached for the ashtray on the bedside table and held it beneath the growing ash on Richardâs cigarette, and then his own. Both of them tapped, the ash fell. âEvie,â Auberon finished for him. âYes, a cauldron might be good, but nothing bad would be created, just some of her special magic.â
Both men laughed.
Auberon stubbed out his cigarette in the ashtray he had laid down on the sheets, and dug into his pocket. âI have this letter. I need you to keep it for me, safely. If I donât return, I need you to pass it to Ver for me. Make her use it. Youâll need additional information, from Fatherâs deposit box in a bank in Rotterdam. You wonât understand at the moment, but I repeat, make her use it, and help her to do so. Now where can I put it that youâll remember, but where it isnât obvious?â
Richard pointed towards his portmanteau, his cigarette almost finished. âThereâs an inside pocket. It contains my will. Put it there, then it will be found if either of us pops our clogs, old lad. Now, have I told you that we have bought you boots with a heel that contains a compass? Did I? I know I forget. Your batman has packed them but you must wear them in action.â
âYes, you have told me, but itâs unlikely Iâll need it. Not done to be caught by the Hun, better to die.â
Richardâs ash fell on to his pristine sheets. âSister Newsome will murder me, that she will. Calls it a fire hazard to be smoking in bed. Donât be bloody silly, donât die, think of Veronica. If thereâs nothing else for it, you must stick your bloody hands up and surrender, others do. Yes, youâll have to fill a bloody form in on your return giving a damn good reason but sometimes thereâs no alternative, or so my general said, so hands up, live. Then use the compass to get yourself back to the lines, pretty damn quick. They should insist we all carry one. Well, now you do. Now, have I told you how I thought Ver might not come to fetch me?â Auberon smothered his sigh and lit them another cigarette. If he stayed much longer heâd
ask
for a bullet in the brain. âNo, what was that then, Richard?â
Auberon had half an hour before Ted and his taxi arrived. He had promised himself tea and fancies in the kitchen, just as he and Veronica had done before the war. Theyâd probably be in Evieâs way but if they were, sheâd tell them. The very thought amused him.
He headed through the green baize door and along the internal