would, and that eejit of a Bernie Conway will probably buy a handbag or a whole lot of hairbands. What happened to those nice yellow ribbons you were wearing this morning?â
âI took them off, and put them in my schoolbag. They seemed wrong.â
âYes, well maybe theyâll seem right later on, you know.â
âOh, they will, Miss OâHara. Thank you for the beautiful book. Thank you, really. â
Miss OâHara seemed to understand. Then she said suddenly, âYou could get anywhere you wanted, Clare, you know, if you didnât give up and say itâs all hopeless. You donât have to turn out like the rest of them.â
âIâd love to . . . well, to get on you know,â Clare admitted. It was out, this thing that had been inside for so long and never said in case it would be laughed at. âBut it would be very hard, wouldnât it?â
âOf course, it would, but thatâs what makes it worth doing. If it were easy, then every divil and dirt could do it. Itâs because itâs hard itâs special.â
âLike being a saint,â Clare said, eyes shining.
âYes, but thatâs a different road to go down. Letâs see if you can get you an education first. Be a mature saint, not a child saint, will you?â
The bell rang, deafening them for a moment.
âIâd prefer not to be a child saint all right. Theyâre usually martyred for their faith, arenât they?â
âAlmost invariably,â Miss OâHara said, nearly sweeping the statue of the Sacred Heart with her as she gathered her books for class.
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Chrissie and her two desperate friends Peggy and Kath had planned a visit to Miss OâFlahertyâs to apologize. Gerry Doyle had apparently told Chrissie last night that this was the best thing to do by far. After all, she knew it was them, theyâd all been caught and punished by their parents, why not go in and say sorry, then Miss OâFlaherty would have to forgive them or else everyone would say she was a mean old bag who held a grudge. Chrissie hadnât gone along with this in the beginning but Gerry had been very persuasive. What could they lose? he argued. They didnât need to mean they were sorry, they only needed to say it, and then it would take the heat off them all so that they could get on with the plans for the party in the cave, otherwise they would all be under house arrest. Do it soon, and put your heart and soul into it, had been Gerryâs advice. Grown-ups loved what they thought were reformed characters. Lay it on good and thick.
Clare was surprised to see the threesome stop outside Miss OâFlahertyâs shop. She was sure theyâd have scurried past but they were marching in bold as brass. She pretended to be looking at the flyblown window display that had never changed as long as she knew it, but she wanted to hear what was coming from inside the shop.
The bits that she heard were astonishing. Chrissie was saying something about not being able to sleep last night on account of it all, Peg was hanging her head and saying she thought it was a joke at the time but the more she thought of it, it wasnât a bit funny to frighten anyone. And Kath said that sheâd be happy to do any messages for Miss OâFlaherty to make up for it.
Miss OâFlaherty was a big confused woman with hair like a birdâs nest. She was flabbergasted by the apology and had no idea how to cope.
âSo, anyway, there it is,â Chrissie had said, trying to finish it up. âWeâre all as sorry as can be.â
âAnd, of course, weâre well punished at home,â added Kath. âBut thatâs no help to you, Miss OâFlaherty.â
âAnd maybe if our mothers come in you might say that we . . .â
Miss OâFlaherty had a jar of biscuits out. There would be no more said about it. They were harmless skitters of girls when all was said