one with Rosy on his lap.
âEdgar, hurry, thereâs one seat left in the front row,â Twig said. âYou can do your homework later.â
Standing in the doorway between the living room and the dining room, Edgar snapped. âI donât see the point. Weâve already listened to these songs a billion times.â
It is one thing to get a disappointed look from an ordinarymother, but a disappointed look coming from a woman who spends her days cheering up sick children is much worse.
âItâs okay,â Henri said. âI donât want him to stay if heâs just going to be negative.â
Edgar took his notebook and sat on the concrete steps outside the front door.
My parents think Iâm being mean to Henri right now, but they donât see whatâs going on inside of me. I think I will explode if I have to sit there and watch Henri doing something good. Watching other people succeed is the story of my life.
Maybe I should tell them what Iâm going through and explain how worried I am that Patrick will solve the crime before I do. But what if they donât think itâs a serious problem?
Itâs funny how the outside of a person doesnât always match the inside.
Everybody thinks Destiny is happy. But sheâs not. Everybody thinks Taz just jokes around all the time. But he worries about butterflies. I hope neither of them committed the crime. I am still hoping itâs the work of a professional thief.
Edgar stopped writing and looked up. The sun was setting behind the big magnolia tree in his neighborâs yard.
The sky is the color of ten thousand goldfish. What if the reds and oranges and golds of the setting sun were caused by the last rays of light bouncing off all the goldfish spirits flying around in heaven?
Who knows what really happens to fish or to people or to butterflies after they die? Maybe everything has a spirit and every spirit has a color and it just canât be seen all the time.
Edgarâs neighbor Mr. Timmid was out, raking leaves. He stopped and leaned on his rake and looked at the sky, just like Edgar was doing. Edgarâs heart squeezed. He remembered when Mr. Timmidâs wife had died. Edgar was a second grader at the time and it was the only funeral he had ever been to.
Is Mr. Timmid thinking about his wifeâs spirit? Is he missing her with all his might? He must be lonely. I sort of forgot about her, which makes me feel bad. I wonder how many people, at this very moment in time, are sad? I wonder how many people are looking up at the sky?
CHAPTER TWELVE
Overnight, dark thunderclouds had invaded, and now the rain was pounding on top of the school bus like it was trying to get in. An ominous morning. As the bus pulled into the school parking lot, Edgar peered out to see if any criminal-looking types were lurking around the schoolâs entrance.
The car ahead of them pulled up to the curb, and Destiny hopped out, running so she wouldnât get wet. She and Maia werenât even carpooling in the rain together, Edgar noticed. He wondered if Destinyâs parents knew that she had lost her best friend in the world. Or was she hiding it from them, too?
As he got out of the bus, Edgar tried to think of something nice he could say to cheer her up, but his mind was blank.
âGood morning!â Mr. Browning said as he walked by with his broom.
Edgar said good morning and then thought about Ms. Barrett. Had Mr. Browning said anything to her about the card she gave to him? Did he love her back?
When Edgar turned the corner, he saw Ms. Barrett with a frown on her face. Maybe if she smiled more, Mr. Browning would like her. But then again, maybe the reason she wasnât smiling was because he didnât love her in return! It was all very confusing.
When Edgar arrived at his classroom, Kip was guarding the door. âPatrick says you can come in, but nobody can touch anything,â he said.
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