you
all alone
in the dirty water
of life.
Edgar understood it! She wasnât really talking about a fish. She was talking about her former best friend. Maia was the fish who swam away to be with Gabriela!
âHave a seat, class,â Mr. Crew called out.
Edgar sat down. Destiny came in a moment later,hugging her notebook to her chest, and quietly took her seat.
Now that I have read Destinyâs poems, I know more about her. She is sad, sad, sad.
Is everybody hiding some kind of sad secret inside them? I guess some people have sadness in them and some people donât. I bet Taz is always in a good mood because he is always cracking jokes. I bet Patrick is never sad, either, because he is always succeeding in everything he does. They have it easy. Like my brother.
As Mr. Crew began his lesson on Mexicoâs history, Edgar began to reconstruct the crime from Destinyâs point of view. On that fateful morning, she must have arrived early and found Ms. Herschelâs classroom empty. She sat down, feeling miserable. Perhaps she looked over at Slurpy and recalled that her former best friend, Maia Gomez, had given the goldfish to the class as a gift. Angry, she wrote the poetic note, taped it to the board, and picked up Slurpy . . . but how? Did she put the fish in a bowl? And then what? If she left the classroom, certainly someone would have seen her walking around with a goldfish: Edgarâs brown eyes grew bigger. She must have hid it in Ms. Hershelâs room. But where? Maybe, just maybe, the fish was in Destinyâs cubby!
He jumped up.
âWhat is it, Edgar?â
âI need to use the bathroom.â
âYou just got back from recess, Edgar. You can go after class. Have a seat.â
âI have to use the bathroom, too,â Sammy said.
âNo bathroom breaks now,â Mr. Crew said.
The lesson on Aztec trade and transportation went in one ear and out the other. Edgar simply could not concentrate. Today was PE, so after social studies, they went straight to the gym, which was on the opposite side of the school.
Finally, PE was over and they were heading back to Ms. Herschelâs room for end-of-day dismissal. Edgar walked as fast as he possibly could. He wanted to be the first one there so he could look in Destinyâs cubby and discover the goldfish!
Ms. Herschel was sitting at her desk grading papers when he rushed in.
âHow was PE?â she asked.
âFine!â Edgar zoomed straight to the back of the room. He found Destinyâs cubby. In it was a pink jacket, a purple book bag, and a small twig with two graceful willow leaves.
No Slurpy.
âWhat are you looking at?â Patrickâs voice made Edgar jump.
âNothing!â Edgar said and rushed to his own cubby.
Patrick peered into Destinyâs cubby.
âWhat are you looking at?â Destinyâs voice made Patrick jump.
âNothing!â Patrick said and glared at Edgar. âYou donât know what youâre doing, Edgar. I donât know why Iâm bothering to keep my eye on you.â
Itâs true. I donât know what Iâm doing. If I were a butterfly, my wings would be torn. If I were a number, Iâd be zero.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
That evening after dinner, Henri got out his clarinet and announced that he needed an audience. âMr. Copland said we should practice all the songs for the fall band concert like itâs the real deal.â
âA man after my own heart,â Tubby said, picking Rosy up out of her high chair. âA dress rehearsal tonight, Rosy! And we get to be the audience!â
For the occasion, Twig tried to put a little tiara headband on Rosy, but Rosy made Tubby wear it on his bald head. Tubby placed a small top hat on top of Twigâs red hair and asked, âWhat do you want to wear, Edgar?â
âI have homework,â Edgar said.
His parents set up three chairs in the living room, and Tubby sat down in