gasoline. Complete with four laser cannons and retractable wings. I tried not to imagine my mouth devouring Luciusâs hard, muscled body, his moans of pleasure in my ears, his hands gripping my hair, the taste of him teasing my tongue.
Unfortunately, I thought of little else and spent nearly every moment of the flight to New Dallas lost in a sensual haze. The cloying scent of honey still wafted from meâand there wasnât a damn thing I could do about it. At least Lucius hadnât mentioned my âperfumeâ again. I might die of acute mortification if he didâI could even picture the headline of my obituary:
âAlien Assassin Survives Antique Gunshot, Laser, Knife Wounds, Poison, and Explosion, Only to Succumb to the Stupid-ass Comment of a Human Male.â
I pushed out a breath and settled deeper into the plush leather seat. The private, luxury ITS offered a smooth ride, a lavish sapphire couch and a gilded table. If it werenât for the panoramic view of white clouds and blue sky, I might have convinced myself I lounged at home, reflecting on the success of my last mission.
Instead, here I was. A failure. Partnered. Lusting after a human.
Rakas were sensual by nature. Creatures of peace, pleasure, and decadenceâqualities Iâd battled for many years, and thought I had conquered. Or rather, killed, along with all of my victims.
I sighed. I hadnât set out to become an assassin. I asked to train with Michael and his agents simply to spend more time with my father. To impress him. He respected his men, and Iâd wanted that respect for myself. Wanted to be more than his spoiled, pampered, lazy daughterâsomething heâd been teased about often. Heâd never complained, had actually taken pleasure in indulging me, but I had begun to notice the difference between his men and me.
Reluctantly Michael agreed to let me participate. Throughout training, I was pushed as hard as the men. I fought, I hunted, I learned the intricacies of weapons. Afterward, I watched my male counterparts leave and return from assignments while I remained behind. I heard them discuss the atrocities being committed by their targets, and I felt their pride at protecting those weaker than themselves.
Becoming an agent soon became my real goal. As the days passed, it was less about Michael and more about me. What I could do to help.
Finally Michael allowed me a chance to prove myself. That first kill had been less difficult than Iâd expected. Less difficult than everyone expected. I was a Raka, sensual, a peace lover, true, but I had easily taken life. Thatâs when I realized the destruction of evil was a sensual dance and my means of keeping the peace. Killing was my nature.
Lucius stretched out his long, thick legs, eating my personal space. He sat across from me, no part of our bodies touching. Still, I felt the heat of him, and I didnât like it. I didnât like him, period. He upset my inner balance. An inner balance I desperately needed. After all, I destroyed aliens and humans for a living, violently, without thought or regret. One single distraction could get me killed.
I knew that. I did. Yet here I was, consumed by a man who made me ache in ways that had nothing to do with physical injuries.
I stole a quick glance at him, my gaze locking on his lips. Though pink and lush, they somehow appeared hard just then. Abrasive. Just like the rest of him. But I didnât think theyâd be hard when kissing a woman. No, theyâd be tender and silky. Hot. Perfect. Utterly perfect.
A man who looked like he did, comprised of razors and nails, muscle and sinew, belonged in wars. Not on top of a woman, giving untold pleasure. And yet Iâd be willing to bet he excelled at both. Not that I would ever find out first hand.
Shifting to the side, I allowed myself to take in the rest of him. The change in his appearance still surprised me. The man had somehow transformed