the news story until we pulled out. There was a picture of the victimânice looking guy, vaguely familiarâand one of police tape tied around some trees. I skimmed the story for details.
The dead guy was a grad student. He was found by the duck pond, throat slit and bled out. My gut twisted into a knot; that pond was right next to the library where Len and I worked. The library where sheâd seen the campus killer last fall.
Except sheâd said he was dead.
Len got in the driverâs seat and put on some music, then pulled out and got back on the highway. Reading in a moving car always made me sick, so I put the paper on the seat beside me. Iâd read enough.
I watched the scenery go by, puzzling about the killer. My thoughts went around and around, and finally I gave up in favor of a less gruesome and, to me, more interesting subject: Savhoran.
I liked him enough to want to see him again, whenever he got well enough. I definitely was not just going forget about him. I decided to write him a letter and enclose it in my thank-you note to Madera. Spent the rest of the trip composing it in my head.
None of us were hungry when we got to Santa Fe, so we continued on home to Albuquerque. By the time we hit the outskirts of town I was starving. I leaned forward.
â Hey, you guys hungry? Dinnerâs my treat.â
Len glanced over her shoulder at me. âYou donât have to do that.â
â I want to. Itâs a thank-you for taking me up to Maderaâs.â
â You didnât get to enjoy it much. Iâm sorry about that,â Len said.
â At least I got to see it. You were right about Maderaâs place. Itâs wonderful. So what do you say? Dinner?â
They were silent for a moment, then Len said, âSure. Where do you want to eat?â
We ended up at Pappadeaux, a great guilty pleasure, best when youâre very hungry. I ordered my usual huge platter oâ fried stuff. Len ordered the planked fish special and Caeran got a salad. In a fit of self-indulgence, I splurged on a fondue appetizer.
Iâd brought the paper in with me. After we ordered, I laid it on the on the table in front of them.
â Talk to me.â
They traded a long look, then Caeran turned to me. âYes, we believe that was done by the person you saw.â
A chill ran down my back. I swallowed. âAnd?â
â And thatâs why we took you up to Maderaâs,â Len said. âThese guys are serious hunters. He could have tracked you down.â
I still had trouble buying that, but I let it pass. âWhy are we back in Albuquerque, then?â
They didnât answer, and neither of them would look me in the eye. I started drumming my fingers on the table top.
â The killer probably wonât strike again for a while,â Caeran said, looking uncomfortable.
â And you wanted to get me away from Savhoran?â
Caeran frowned. Len met my gaze.
â Yes, but only because heâs so ill. Itâs not that we donât want you to be close to him. Itâs just that right now he canâtâ¦â
I waited, but she didnât finish. âYouâre telling me he canât see anyone? Or he just canât see me?â
â Anyone,â said Caeran roughly. âEven staying with Madera is a risk. It is likely he will leave once he has adjusted.â
Leave? No!
â Adjusted to what?â I demanded, panicking. âWhat is this disease, anyway? It doesnât sound like anything Iâve ever heard of.â
â It isnât.â
â Wellâ¦â Len said, then the waiter arrived with our drinks and some bread.
I sucked down half my soda and pulled a chunk off the loaf of hot bread. I was mad, and more than that I was scared that Iâd never see Savhoran again. I had wild thoughts of going back to Maderaâs on my own, except that it would probably piss everybody off.
â Why donât