that, well, it was almost logical that she hadnât mentioned him before.
Almost.
âI missed Ryland too much to even think about him,â said Mallory, talking rapidly. âSo I tried not to. And maybe I was a little angry at him too, forâfor leaving me alone.â
At least that makes sense, thought Phoebe.
Mallory went on talking and Phoebe listened. Ryland worked doing something good-for-the-earth involving desert water conservation. He was very committed and he just hadnât been able to visit his mother and sister.
âHe didnât get a lot of vacation time, and you canât just come and go between Australia and Massachusetts in a long weekend. Plus, itâs important, intense work, and other people are involved. Other peopleâs welfare. Ryland told me in advance how it would be. It was outside of his control. And he keeps in touch when he can.â
âIâm so happy for you,â Phoebe said at last, because what else was there to say? âDid you say when heâs coming?â
âNo, I didnât. Itâs tomorrow. Listen, Iâm going to stay out of school to make sure Iâm home when he arrives.â
Mallory went on and on, the details coming out almost in a frenzy, as if she were trying now to make up for past silence. Ryland had finished with his job in the Outback. He wasnât certain what he would do next with his life. He would stay with his mother and sister while he figured things out. It was going to be so, so fantastic. Also, Phoebe was just going to love him!
âYou know what, Phoebe? You can see a picture of him. Hang on just a minute. Itâs on my phone. Here.â
Phoebe leaned over to look. She couldnât deny that she felt great interest.
And Ryland was attractive, Phoebe thought. He seemed tallâlike Malloryâand lanky. In the picture, she could see that he had thick lion-colored hair, darker than his sisterâs. But Phoebe couldnât see his features clearly because he wore large sunglasses. She couldnât tell if he looked at all like Mallory.
âIs this a recent picture?â Phoebe asked.
âUh. Yes.â
âHuh.â As Phoebe looked, and as she felt Malloryâs anxious gaze on her, thoughts tumbled through her head. It was all so strange. Phoebe had been Malloryâs sibling, these last years. She felt like she had done a good job. But maybe she wouldnât be wanted now. Had Phoebe just been a substitute? A substitute for this irresponsible loser who had left his little sister all alone to take care of their unstable mother? And would Mallory stop visiting the Rothschilds so much now? Would she no longer occupy the little turquoise bedroom across the hall from Phoebeâs, the room that, to all intents and purposes, had belonged to her for these last years?
She managed to focus once more on what Mallory was now saying.
âMother actually spent the weekend getting the spare bedroom ready for Ryland! Sheâs so happy. I think she did sort of forget he existed. You know how she is. But she remembers now.â
Phoebe looked up from the picture. âYour mother actually did physical work?â
Mallory laughed shrilly. âGod, no! Mother directed my work. But still, itâs a change from lying on the sofa sleeping or eating Skittles. Maybe, with Ryland here, sheâll wake up. Be more active.â
âDo you know how long heâll stay?â Phoebe asked.
âNo. But a while. He says heâs earned a long vacation.â Phoebe was dying, suddenly, to go homeâaloneâand find her parents and spill it all to them. Theyâd be amazed!
âPhoebe,â said Mallory quietly. She reached out and put a hand on Phoebeâs arm.
âWhat?â
âPhoebe. Could you justââ
âJust what?â
âBe happy for me? Be happy that I have a brother whoâs coming to be with me?â
Phoebe was stricken to the heart.