Falconer by John Cheever Read Free Book Online

the prison’s chief typist, respected for his intelligence, efficiency and speed, and he had to face the possibility that in his absence some new typist might be put in his place in the shop and his slot, his job, his self-importance, would be eclipsed. Someone might have come in that afternoon on the bus who could fire off dittos at twice his speed and usurp his office, his chair, his desk and his lamp. Worried about the thrall of confinement and the threat of his self-esteem, Farragut went back to Tiny, gave him his penance slip and asked: “How will I get my fix?”
    “I’ll check,” said Tiny. “They’ll bring it up from the infirmary, I guess. You don’t get nothing until tomorrow morning.” Farragut didn’t need methadone then, but the morning threatened to usurp the facts of the night. He undressed, got into bed and watched thenews on TV. The news for the last two weeks had been dominated by a murderess. She had been given the usual characteristics. She and her husband lived in an expensive house in an exclusive community. The house was painted white, the grounds were planted with costly firs and the lawn and the hedges were beautifully maintained. Her character had been admired. She taught Sunday school and had been a den mother for the Girl Scouts. Her coffeecakes for the Trinity Church bake sale were famous and at PTA meetings she expressed herself with intelligence, character and charm. “Oh, she was so kind,” her neighbors said, “so clean, so friendly, she loved him so that I can’t imagine …” What they couldn’t imagine was that she had murdered her husband, carefully drained his blood and flushed it down the toilet, washed him clean and begun to rectify and improve his physique. First she decapitated the corpse and replaced his head with the drained head of a second victim. She then replaced his genitals with the genitals of her third victim and his feet with the feet of her fourth. It was when she invited a neighbor in to see this perfect man that suspicions had been aroused. She then vanished. Offers to exploit the remains for commercial purposes were being considered, but nothing had been agreed upon. Night after night the fragments of the tale ended with a draw-away shot of the serene white house, the specimen planting and the velvet lawn.
    Lying in bed, Farragut felt his anxiety beginning to mount. He would be denied his fix in the morning. He would die. He would be murdered. He then remembered the times when his life had been threatened.Firstly his father, having written Farragut’s name with his cock, had tried to erase the writing. One of his mother’s favorite stories was of the night that Farragut’s father brought a doctor to the house for dinner. Halfway through the dinner it turned out that the doctor was an abortionist and had been asked to dinner in order to kill Farragut. This, of course, he could not remember, but he could remember walking on a beach with his brother. This was on one of the Atlantic islands. At the tip of the island there was a narrows called Chilton Gut. “Swim?” his brother asked. His brother didn’t like to swim, but Farragut, it was well known, would strip and jump into any body of water. He got out of his clothes and was wading into the sea when some stranger, a fisherman, came running up the beach, shouting: “Stop, stop! What do you think you’re doing?” “I was going in for a dip,” said Farragut. “You’re crazy,” the stranger said. ‘The tide is turning and even if the rip doesn’t get you the sharks will. You can’t ever swim here. They ought to put up a sign—but at the rip tide you wouldn’t last a minute. You can’t ever swim here. They waste all the taxpayers’ money putting up traffic signs, speeding signs, yield signs, stop signs, but on a well-known deathtrap like this they don’t have any sign at all.” Farragut thanked the stranger and got back into his clothes. His brother had started down the beach. Eben must