wide awake. Dreams are not technicolored. And through all this I was riding hell-for-leather, my knees gripped on the saddle, guiding the horse with the grip of my thighsâand Iâd never been on a horseâs back in my life. Rodeâand rodeâ
We had ridden about seven miles, and stopped twice to breathe the horses, but we were still beneath the great archway of trees. The skyâs pink sunset light had faded; the land was flooded with a blue, fluorescent starlight, a light Iâd never seen before. I strained my eyes upward through the black foliage. I suppose I had some confused idea of guessing when I was by the stars. But the view to the North was hidden by mountains, and I donât know one constellation from another, with that single exception. A glance at Karamy, in this fright, un-nerved me; I touched the reins, dropped back till I rode between Gamine and the girl in flame-color. âAdric,â the spell-singer saluted coolly, and the girl in the winged cloak threw back her hood; I saw dark eyes watching me from a pure, sweet young face. Before the luminous innocence of those eyes I wanted to cry out in protest. I was not Adric, warlock of Narabedla. I was just a poor guy named Mike, I was justâme. I rode beside Gamine for minutes, trying to think what I would say.
Gamineâs musical voice was not raised, yet it carried perfectly to my ears. âYou seem wholly yourself again.â
I didnât answer. What was there to say? Still, there seemed to be sympathy in the sharply-edged tones. âYou will rememberâperhaps too muchâat the Dreamerâs Keep.â
âGamine,â I asked, âWho is Narayan ?â
I saw the blue robes quiver a little; across from Gamine, I saw a curious flickering look pass across the face of the girl in the orange winged cloak. But Gamineâs answer was perfectly even and disinterested. âThe name is not familiar to me. Have you heard it, Cynara?â
The girl did not answer, only moved her dark head a little.
âI should know,â I mused. But the name Cynara had touched another of those live wires within my mind. Narayan. Cynara. Cynara and Narayan! If I could only remember! Suddenly I turned. âGamineâwho are you?â Gamine sat quiet, eerily motionless on the tall horse. The robed figure seemed to blend into the starlit shadows around us. I had the sudden feeling of having re-lived this moment before, then the veiled shoulders twitched impatiently.
âIs this an inquisition?â
Rebuked, and stung by the arrogant voice, I touched my heel to my horseâs flank and rode forward to rejoin Karamy. Gamine! The hell with Gamine!
For several minutes the road had been climbing, and now we topped the summit of a little rise and abruptly the trees came to an end. By tacit consent we all drew our horses to a walk. We stood atop the lip of a broad bowl of land, perhaps thirty miles across, filled to the brim with thick dark forest. Far out in this valley lay a cleared space, and in the center of that space lay a great tower; but not a slender and fairylike spire like the Towers of Rainbow City. This was a massive donjon thrusting heavy shoulders upward into the moon-washed sky.
The Keep of the Dreamers.
Something in me murmured âThis is the forest where the Dreamer walks!ââor had the murmured voice come from Gamine, motionless behind me? Karamy rode eagerly, her face drawn tautly together, her slim tanned hands clenched on the reins. All this while I was Mike Kenscottâbut a Mike who watched himself without knowing what he would do next, like those puzzling nightmares where a man is both actor and audience to some mummery being played. I watched myself say and do things as if I were two men at once. In effect, I suppose I was.... Karamy turned in her saddle, facing me.
âAdric,â she murmured, âLead me where the Dreamer walks!â
I knew, with a sudden surety,