side could win? Thus far in the conversation, Mom had remained quiet. Now she slowly shook her head. âMutually assured destruction. Itâs ridiculous.â
Dad leveled his gaze at her. âI agree, but itâs a possibility.â
âDonât scare them,â Mom said, a bit harshly. The âthemâ she was referring to was Sparky and me.
âThey asked why weâre building a shelter ââ Dad began to reply.
âNot a shelter, a
bomb
shelter,â Mom interjected. âAnd
weâre
not building it â
you
are.â
They stared at each other. Then Mom got up and hurried out of the room. Dad let out a sigh. âFinish your dinner, boys.â He left to go find Mom.
As water races through the pipes and into the tank, I hear someoneâs throat catch and see Mrs. Shaw hug her husband with relief.
âThere was probably an obstruction in the line,â says Mr. McGovern. âThe water pressure must have forced it loose.â
Dad takes a glass from a shelf and fills it, then sniffs tentatively before taking a sip. He grimaces.
âWhatâs wrong?â Mr. Shaw asks. Dad hands him the glass, and Ronnieâs dad tries a little, then spits it at the drain in the middle of the floor and wipes his mouth. â
Achh!
Itâs awful.â
âYou didnât rinse the system when it was installed?â Mr. McGovernâs question sounds critical.
Dad doesnât answer.
âIs that bad?â Mrs. Shaw asks with alarm, directing the question to Mr. McGovern. âWill it hurt us?â
Mr. McGovern pauses thoughtfully. âI donât think so. It wonât taste good, but we wonât have to drink it forever.â
Mrs. Shaw takes the glass from her husband and sips. Her face goes hard. âWell, at least we can wash our hands.â
Dad gazes up at the water tank. âMaybe we shouldnât. Iâm worried about using it for anything except drinking.â
âYou donât think thereâll be more if this runs out?â Mr. Shaw asks.
Dad shrugs. âI donât know.â
âActually,â Mr. McGovern begins, then pauses as if he wants to make sure everyone is listening. âGiven the circumstances, I suspect weâll have all the water weâll need.â
This comment is met with silence. The grown-ups share the kind of meaningful look that makes kids nervous.
âWhy?â Paula looks anxiously at her father, who lets out a reluctant sigh like he doesnât want to give the answer.
But he does. âBecause, honey, there probably isnât anyone else left to use it.â
Paula begins to sob again.
Dad pours just enough water into a bowl so that we can wash our hands. Then he uses a corner of a towel to gently wipe Momâs face. Sparky and I huddle under the blanket. The sour odor of urine from our wet pajamas mixes with the damp mildew smell of the shelter. I would ask Dad if heâd wash our pajamas, but I know what his answer will be.
He does make a pitcher of Tang. There are only four glasses, so each family shares and Janet gets one for herself. Even with the Tang, the bitter metallic taste from the pipes comes through. By now everyoneâs a little hungry, and we eat Spam on the bread and broken crackers Mom brought from the kitchen. The Spam tastes spicy and salty, and everyone drinks more Tang. But Dadâs being careful. Whether on crackers or bread, we each have about half a sandwichâs worth of food and maybe a cupful to drink.
âHerb thinks the water wonât be a problem,â Mrs. Shaw reminds Dad.
Sitting beside Mom, Dad says, âI donât know how anyone could be certain.â
Mr. McGovern exhales noisily, as if heâs dealing with an idiot. âItâs a gravity-fed system, Richard. It doesnât depend on electricity or any other kind of power.â
âWilling to bet your life on that?â Dad asks sharply, as if heâs