figure whatâs the big deal and maybe it will make Paula feel better. So I say me.
âWell, arenât you the brave one?â Mrs. Shaw says, and Iâm not sure whether she means it or is being sarcastic. Since all Sparky and I have to cover us is the blanket, he has to get up with me. Like a four-legged creature, we shuffle over to the toilet bucket. Once again Mrs. Shaw blocks the view and Dad cranks the ventilator. I really do have to go, but I canât with Sparky standing next to me and all these people around. Itâs as if everything down there is blocked, and in an instant I go from the proud feeling of being brave to feeling completely embarrassed, because even with the ventilator going, the others will be able to tell that nothing is happening. Thatâs when Mrs. Shaw whispers, âThink about waterfalls and garden hoses.â
The next thing I know, pee splashes into the bucket, where it mixes with Paulaâs and Mrs. Shawâs, and I wonder why it was so hard to go before.
Janet goes next, and then one by one, the fathers pee in the bucket, only Dad doesnât crank the ventilator for them. After a while, the only one who hasnât gone is Ronnie. I glance at him, but instead of a smirk, his face is scrunched up as if heâs in agony.
Mr. Shaw squeezes his arm. âYou better go.â
âShut up,â he grunts.
A jolt jumps through me like an electric charge. Iâve never heard a kid say that to a parent or any grown-up. I wait for Mr. or Mrs. Shaw to scold him, but thereâs only silence until Ronnie lets out a low moan as if his bladder is about to explode.
A moment later, when I hear a gurgle, I assume Ronnie is going in his pajamas. But Dad quickly looks up at the water tank, and his eyebrows practically leap off his head. Itâs the sound of running water!
Maybe itâs the relief of knowing we have water or the sound of it sloshing through the pipes, but Ronnie races to the toilet bucket and goes.
When Dad came home from work, Sparky and I followed him into his and Momâs bedroom, where he took off his suit, shirt, and tie, removed his brown leather shoes and placed shoe trees in them. Then he unsnapped the elastic garters around his calves that held up his long, thin socks, and put on dungarees, a gray Fruit of the Loom sweatshirt, white wool socks, and old tennis sneakers.
âAre we getting a bomb shelter?â I asked.
âIâll tell you at dinner,â he said, and headed outside. In the summer, Dad often did yard work before dinner. Sparky and I followed him into the backyard, where he stopped to look at the hole.
âHow deep will it get?â I asked.
âPretty deep,â Dad said.
âSure would make a good pool,â said Sparky.
âYes, it would,â said Dad.
âA pool would be fun,â Sparky said.
âWe need a shelter more than we need a pool.â
âCouldnât it be a shelter
and
a pool?â Sparky asked.
Just then, Mom called us in. During dinner, Dad told Sparky how there was a chance we might go to war with the Russians.
âWhy donât they like us?â my brother asked. âDid we do something bad to them?â
âThey donât agree with our form of government.â
âWhatâs that?â
Dad tried to explain, but it was hard to go from what a democracy was to why the Russians would want to blow us to smithereens.
âIf the Russians win, will we be their prisoners?â I asked.
âNot necessarily,â Dad said. âA lot of people think that if thereâs a war, neither side can win.â He must have seen the confused expressions on our faces, because he added, âBoth sides have so many bombs that thereâs a good chance weâll destroy so much of each otherâs countries that no one will be able to claim victory.â
That didnât make sense. Why would anyone go to war if they knew ahead of time that neither