Finding Faith by Ysabel Wilde Read Free Book Online Page B

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    Faith’s eyes moved to the scene I had carefully set up, bringing me back to the reason we were here. I had been so enveloped in her injuries I missed her reaction to what I had done to surprise her. Without letting go I stood back, excited to see her expression.
    The heart that had been stuck in my throat plummeted to my feet. Faith’s eyes were unblinking and her face pale.
    Crap, she doesn’t like it.
    With a brief kiss on the tip of her nose, I asked, “So, do you like it?” I swayed around in place, waiting for her to respond, feeling as if I were six years old again. Faith didn’t respond.
    “Are you surprised?” I asked again. This time when I went to give her a kiss I caught the flash of a downturned mouth and a shine in her eyes. I leaned in and gave her a tender kiss.
    I didn’t mean for her to cry. I hated to see her cry.
    “You did this for me?” Faith’s voice cracked and she kept her eyes trained on the display I had made. A single fading overhead light shone over the blanket like a weak spotlight.
    “Of course I did. You deserve better than this, and one day I want to give it to you, but I hope that tonight this will do. Sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve to have you.”
    My stomach hurt, like a vice was squeezing it, with the thought of what I was going to do soon. This wasn’t the reaction I thought she would give, so I was thrown off. I let go of her waist and wrapped her hand in mine and led her to the blanket.
    As I reached the edge of the blanket I was met with resistance. Faith stood still, taking in every corner one at a time, her face still blank. I let go of her and sat in the center of the blanket, opening my arms and legs for her to come cuddle with me. It felt like an eternity for her to look at me and see what I was silently asking.
    Like a switch, Faith’s expressionless face smiled. She hopped over to me and plopped herself directly in the center of my legs, leaning up against me, letting out a sigh of contentment.
    She turned her head up and put a quick kiss on my jaw. “Thank you, this is exactly how I want to remember tonight.” Then she placed another kiss in the same sensitive spot, making me groan.
    My cock was already twitching away from the first sight of her. I ate her up, wrapping her up completely with all of my limbs, resting my head on her shoulder, burying my nose in her hair. “You had me worried for a second,” I whispered in her ear. My heart leapt back into my throat as I felt the box digging into my hip.
    I planted an open kiss under her ear where I knew she went crazy and felt her tense up under my touch. “We’re okay, right?” I asked, placing another kiss under the last. “You seem a little tense.”
    Faith tilted her head, giving me easier access to her throat, but also letting her see me out of the corner of her eye. “No, John, it’s great. Really,” she said softly.
    I made a trail of kisses leading to the curve of her shoulder before saying, “Then what’s wrong? Something doesn’t feel right, Faith.” I put another kiss on her shoulder. “You can tell me anything. Don’t you trust me?”
    “John, you’re one of the only people I do trust. I just want you to make love to me. Please.”
    “There’s no rush. I want tonight to be special.
    Did you get to see everything?” I looked around and then back at her. “Do you want some champagne?”
    Faith shook her head, her eyes heavy with lust. That was all I needed. My mouth was on hers before she could take another breath.
    My stiff cock pushed against her mound through her thin dress as I pulled the straps down to free her breasts. My mouth moved down, covering the exposed puckering nipple, engulfing it with the heat of my mouth as I suckled to make it tighter.
    I rolled and pinched the opposite nipple as I continued to tease the first with my mouth. Faith let a purr escape her throat, her body going completely slack in my hands.
    The free hand went up her dress and