together to build new gardens, wells, schools, and clinics, as well as extra security. For all the good that had done.
The headline read Heroes Against All Odds , and under the photo was a smaller caption. Canadian Aid Workers Fight to Save Village .
The journalist, Matthew Goderich, had become a friend over the course of their ordeal and its aftermath. A stringer for the Canadian Press, heâd been ordered to return to Lagos by his employer when the Islamist insurgency worsened, but instead heâd insisted on staying on in the north as a freelancer. These stories need to be told, heâd said. No matter how many people back home donât want to hear them.
Despite the passage of time and the warm safety of the RCMP office, Amanda felt that familiar vice pressing her chest. Sensing it, Kaylee nuzzled her fingers.
âI dug this up when I first met Phil,â Tymko said. âWhat you two did was incredibly brave.â
She pasted a blank expression on her face. âFoolhardy. You donât have time to think.â
âNot everyone reacts like you did. Lots of people would have run for their own lives.â
âThose children were like family.â She paused, loath to revisit the memories. To perpetuate the great lie of her heroism. âYou never know how youâll react until the threat is right there. The guns, the smoke, the blood ⦠Itâs all instinct. Fight or flight.â
Or freeze.
âI know.â He spoke as if he did know. As if he too had faced the devil head on. Well, he was a cop after all.
âI guess itâs not all speeding tickets in your line of work, either,â she said gaily to change the mood.
He obliged her with a smile but it was fleeting. âAfterward, though, when youâve had time to think â¦â
âAbout how you almost died? Yeah.â
âAnd about who you didnât save.â
No doubt he was speaking about himself, but her heart hammered. The coffee cup shook in her hand. Seeing that, he looked stricken. âIâm sorry, I shouldnât have said that. I know the memories must still be very raw. They are for Phil. He was really looking forward to your trip.â
Grateful for the opening, she steered back to safer ground. To the reason she had come. âBut something went wrong. Corporal Tymko ââ
âChris.â
âChris. Heâs taken his son with him. That wasnât part of the plan. And his wife had just told him there is someone else. She thinks heâs just taking time to sort things out, but Iâm scared itâs more. Heâs been betrayed ââ
âIn more ways that you know.â
Amanda hesitated. Chrisâs lips were a grim line, his eyes hooded.
âYou mean Jason Maloney?â
He nodded.
âSheri says she didnât tell him.â
Chris shifted. His bony knee jiggled. âJason did.â
She sucked in her breath. Even worse!
âJason said he had a right to know, said he didnât feel right sneaking around behind his back.â
âOh right! So why not spit in his face instead?â Amanda thought back to the exchange of cryptic text messages on Philâs phone, setting up a meeting. Was that when Jason had told him? Was that the last anyone saw of Phil before he packed up his son and took off?
She revisited Jasonâs behaviour from the night before, including his determination to handle things quietly, ostensibly to spare Phil the public humiliation of a full-fledged police hunt. She felt her blood pressure rise. Like hell. More to spare himself the censure. Or Sheriâs wrath should she find out.
âSheri doesnât know that Phil knows,â she said. But even as she spoke, she remembered Sheri avoiding Jasonâs touch the night before. Was that just guilt, or did she have an inkling of what heâd done?
âNo,â Chris said, âand I told Jason he should tell her.â
So that was the