or . . .â Mentally, I cycled through the arguments. This was nuts. Even thinking about it was nuts.
âLive with us.â His gaze tangled with mine, his free hand rising, covering my fingers so that he had me in a double grip.
âYou want me to . . . move in with you guys?â It was one of the things Iâd promised myself I would never do. Call me old-fashioned, and this was the twenty-first century, but I still had Grandma Louisa and her Southern wisdom aboutcows and milk in the back of my mind. What kind of idiot would move across the country, give up her job, her family, and everything else to move in with a guy?
An idiot hopelessly in love . . . maybe? Or maybe not. My parents had raised me not to sacrifice my principles. It was a strange dichotomy, considering what my father did for a living. Lobbyists arenât known for principles.
Daniel laughed softly, his lips forming a lopsided grin. He lifted his chin, those gorgeous eyes sparkling, mesmerizing. âIâm asking you to marry me. Iâve been thinking about it since I left to get the map.â
I felt moisture on my hands, as if suddenly his skin had gone hot. âYou decided that . . . while you were out buying the map ?â I stammered, shocked and incredulous, though I didnât want to be. Past pain leaves behind unfortunate slug trails of cynicism. Everyone who comes into your life afterward canât help stepping in them. Iâd had a man ask me to marry him on a whim once before. In the aftermath, I knew we werenât meant for each other, and maybe I wasnât meant for marriage at all.
Groaning, Daniel let his head fall forward. âUgh . . . Iâm really botching this.â I felt a little tremble in his hands, but there was a resoluteness in his jaw. âI love you, Mallory Hale. I have from the first time I met you. That may sound corny. Man, I know it sounds corny. I feel like Iâm channeling some sappy made-for-cable movie here, but itâs the truth. I canât help it. Thatâs all I have to offer, Mal. A sappy-sounding line, Nick and me, stomach-flu germs from the day care, and a life that looks like it might be an adventure. I donât have a lot of money or a big house, and the week I met you was probably my first and last time to rub elbows with the political power brokers. I know itâs not what you planned on. I know youâre used to better.â
There is no one better, I thought, but instead, I said, âWell, if thereâs adventure and the stomach flu involved, then count me in.â
Irreverent laughter spilled from his lips. âYou know Iâm serious here, right?â
I met his gaze, tumbled in, and saw the future. Not in the crisp clarity of photosâbecause I couldnât picture this over-the-rainbow life he was describing, or me in itâbut in shades of color. The soft grays of mornings, the muted rose and violet of sunsets, the stark, blinding yellows and whites of middays. I saw holidays and seasons and years. Growing up, growing outward, growing old. I didnât want to live one year, one season, one day without Daniel and Nick.
âI know youâre serious,â I whispered. My heart traveled on the words. I felt like His Irish Bride . Amy Ashley was right about the St. Patrickâs Day thing. She had to be. This was some kind of magic. âThere is nobody better than you, Daniel Webster Everson. Nobody in the whole world. If youâre going to Texas, then I guess Iâm . . .â Gulp. My throat tightened. I wasnât sure I could say it. By sheer force of will, I managed to croak, âGoing to Texas, too.â
There. The deed was done, the promise made. A rush of emotions came at me, leaving me confused and uncertain. What did I do now? Call a moving company? Write a resignation letter for my job? Tell the Gymies good-bye, leaving Kaylyn with a blank check