only I had a match!âand her hair hadnât been done since 1981! I had this chick beat hands down. I arched my back and practically threw my titties in Tajâs face.
âIâm Vera,â I said, holding out my hand as a polite gesture. âOh,â she said, seeming startled. âIâm Aiesha.â
âVery nice to meet you. Interesting suit. What, Target?â
âI didnât catch who you were,â the bitch said, pointing to herself and then to Taj. âI didnât catch who you were to either one of us.â
âThis is Vera,â Taj said with a sly smile. âSheâs a very dear friend of mine.â
A dear friend? âOh, Taj,â I said, sounding concerned. âThis little date seems nice, but if you donât mind, Keisha.â
âAiesha,â she said, correcting me.
âWhatever. Please sit here and talk to Roger for a moment. Roger, honey, I need just a second to tell Taj something. I donât want him to be embarrassed, so give me a moment to tell him this alone.â Then I hit âem both with a plastic-ass smile.
Stepping into the foyer, Taj asked, âMay I help you?â sounding cocky as a muâfucker, giving me the screw face. âWhat seems to be the problem?â
âWhat is all of this?â I asked.
âWhat is all of what?â
âThe chick in the other room.â
âExcuse me, but does âdonât hate the player, hate the gameâ sound remotely familiar to you?â
âYour point?â
âMy point?â He chuckled. âYou made these rules. Now, let me explain this to you, when you say something, you have to be comfortable with the delivery and the reception. Therefore, when you made your little player comment, you left the door wide open. Understand?â
âYes, butââ
âNo buts,â he said, cutting me off. âWeâre being rude to our guests, so if you donât mind, Iâd like to get back to my party.â He winked his eye, threw on his best Billy Dee voice, and said, â Ciao, bella .â
After dinner, I went home and got right in the bed. I tossed and turned for hours. I thought the heat was up too high, causing me to sweat, so I turned the heat off, despite the fact that it was January. I changed my nightie at least three times, but the smoothness of the change in the material, or the prettiness of color, made no difference. I was uncomfortable from the inside out, and for the first time, I was willing to admit that I was upset.
What did they talk about? I wondered. Did he tell her how he grew up on South Fourteenth Street with Malik, Kaareem, Raheem, John, and Big Stuff? Did he tell her how Taniesha was his first girlfriend, but she joined the army and left him for Uncle Sam? Did he tell her how his mother died but left a spirit so strong, that she raised him and his siblings from the grave, while his father helped along?
And, if they didnât talk, did they make love? Did he hold her the same way he held me, tight and close, like running waters? Did he whisper to her and call her his Almond Joy?
I got up, sat in my oversized Laura Ashley recliner, and looked out the window. The last thing I remembered before hearing the phone ring and realizing that I had fallen asleep in the recliner was how pretty the sun looked sneaking into the sky. âYes?â I said, answering the phone.
âYouâre still up?â It was Taj.
âNo, Iâve been âsleep all night,â I said, lying, but relieved to hear his voice. I was forcing myself to sound indifferent.
âI was thinking about you,â he said.
âReally?â I snapped. âWas that before or after ole girl left your apartment?â
âWould it bother you if she just left?â
âNot at all.â
I could hear him smiling. âOpen the door.â
âWhat?â
âOpen the door. Iâm outside.â
When he walked in,