at herself.
Who was she? She felt oddly lost within this masculine persona, as if Eleanor had disappeared and a strange man had taken her place. Except the strange man was her.
âOh, Eleanor,â Maggie said on an exhale, her face aglow, âjust think of the trouble you could get into.â
âThatâs right,â Eleanor said after a moment. âIâm a man now. I can do . . . anything.â
The power was intoxicating. No wonder men walked around looking so smug. The world belonged to them.
And now she was about to enter that world. With Lord Ashford beside her. Eleanor smiled. Oh, it was going to be quite a night.
B are-Âchested, Daniel stood before his mirror and dabbed shaving lather onto his face with a boar bristle brush. Once heâd sufficiently covered his cheeks and jaw, he ran his straight razor along the planes of his face, scraping off any whiskers that had emerged since this morning. Each stroke of the blade made a soft, rasping sound, and the aroma of sandalwood wafted up from the lather. He wiped the razor on a towel and continued the process, revealing more and more of his skin. A familiar, comforting routine.
He ignored Strathmoreâs sigh. His valet never approved of the fact that Daniel insisted on shaving himselfâÂeven though Strathmore had been in his serÂvice for over ten years and not once had Daniel permitted the valet to attend to his shave. Danielâs father, the old earl, hadnât approved of Danielâs practice, either. But, for Godâs sake, Daniel was a functioning adult, capable of looking after the state of his own facial hair. At least he relented and permitted Strathmore to pick out his clothes. But he put the clothes on himself. None of this being buttoned into his breeches nonsense.
As achievements went, it was ridiculously minor, but that was the odd hallmark of a title and wealth. Theoretically, he was one of the more powerful men in the country, yet when it came to matters such as oneâs toilette, a nobleman reverted to infancy. As if the responsibilities of his rank were too onerous to bear up under the weight of tying his own cravat.
Behind him, Strathmore laid out his ensemble for the evening, selecting everything with the care the valet always displayed. It was almost a shame for Daniel to take credit for wearing his clothing, when it was all Strathmoreâs expert eye.
In keeping with the valetâs understanding of occasion and fashion, Strathmore had selected a burnished-Âbronze silk waistcoat and a deep-Âforest-Âgreen coat. Elegant, but not overly so, since Daniel wasnât attending any sanctioned Season event tonight. Just the right amount of restraint and flash for a gaming hell.
Finished with his shave, Daniel rinsed his face, patted on some tonic, and slipped on a fine white shirt, tucking the tails into his knee breeches.
Miss Hawke would likely be doing the exact same thing right about now. Dressing herself in menâs clothing in readiness for the evening. Was she afraid of entering an exclusively male realm? Excited?
The latter, most likely. Miss Hawke didnât seem the type of woman who feared much. Sheâd seemed out-Âand-Âout thrilled by the idea of posing as a man and visiting a gaming hell. Bizarre woman. Yet he couldnât remember any of the ladies at any of the assemblies or picnics or other gatherings displaying half her enthusiasm. Either the young, husband-Âhunting girls had an air of frantic, desperate merriment, or the older women could barely contain their ennui at yet another Season.
It felt strangeâÂunrealâÂto dress as he did every night, knowing that Jonathan was somewhere out in London, likely not dressing for an evening of elegant, yet wild, entertainment. But Daniel suppressed his guilt, the way he had to before each nightâs revelry. He needed to keep up the pretense while looking for Jonathan.
When Daniel had been out