Friendships hurt by Julia Averbeck Read Free Book Online

 
     
     
    Friendships
hurt
     
    By Julia
Averbeck
     
    Smashwords
Edition
     
    Copyright August 2011, Julia
Averbeck
     
    Cover by Julia
Averbeck
     
     
     
    Thank you for
downloading this free ebook. Although this is a free book, it
remains the copyrighted property of the author, and may not be
reproduced, copied and distributed for commercial or non-commercial
purposes. If you enjoyed this book, please encourage your friends
to download their own copy at Smashwords.com, where they can also
discover other works by this author. Thank you for your
support.
     
     
     
    ****
     
     
     
    I don’t think it is
possible to be close friends with a guy, especially when he has a
girlfriend. Someone always gets hurt and most of the times that
someone is you. You probably think I am cynical now but I know it
is true because I have made this experience myself.
    Maybe I should tell you
the whole story from the beginning because it will be easier for
you to understand how this realisation suddenly dawned on me. I
think the best way to start is by telling you who I am.
     
     
    My name is Mary-Ann
Maloni and I am 24 years old.
    I know exactly what you
are thinking now. Who has such a stupid name? I blame my parents
for it since I’m five and you’re welcome to blame them too but now
back to my story.
    I grew up as an only
child and I guess my parents spoiled me a lot but that’s probably
normal for parents with only one daughter. I was their princess,
their most important thing in the world. My childhood was great and
I loved every minute of it but it was always hard for me to find
friends.

    I really don’t know why
it was like this but I often felt alone which was the reason why I
started to read. Most of the times I was running around with a book
in my hand and I even read while I was walking but back to not
having many friends. Of course I had friends but it never felt like
having the one best friend every girl should have. There were
always other people who were closer to the persons whom I called
friends. Maybe it was my fault but I didn’t know what to change and
it made me sad from time to time.
    I finished school with
good grades and started studying. There I met new people, found new
friends but still it didn’t feel like I had found a friend with
whom I could talk about everything. By now I was quite used to it,
so I didn’t mind that much anymore. Anything was better than always
being alone and doing everything on your own. When I got the chance
to go abroad for a practical semester I grabbed the opportunity
with both hands and was excited to get out of my familiar
surroundings and see something new. Deep inside me I had the hope
to find a true friend there.
    It was better than I
had expected. I liked my work, I had nice co-workers and I was able
to see a new city. It was summer and the weather was nice, so I was
able to explore everything in my free time. Soon I met new people
with whom I spent my time, had fun and was able to enjoy the
summer. And then there was this guy.
    He was my supervisor at
work and I really liked him. When I had questions he was always
patient with me and it was great to work with him because I learned
a lot. I discovered that we had a lot in common. We liked the same
books or movies which always gave us something to talk about and I
opened up to him. Opening up takes some time for me because I have
to know the person quite well to do so which should tell you
something about me liking him. We became friends and that was all I
wanted.
    I guess, I had a secret
crush on him but I never showed that because he had a girlfriend
and I am not someone who breaks a relationship apart. Who could
blame me? He was good looking, easy to talk to and funny at the
same time but I knew that I couldn’t have him. That was alright for
me because all I really wanted was a friend.
    We had a great time and
I would say we still finished a lot of work. I told him things
which I haven’t told anybody else and it was