exclusion of other boys.
Heâs touching me!
His arm and hers share an armrest. There are four layers of fabric between themâher blouse, her sweater, Strandâs shirt, and Strandâs sports coatâand yet they are touching. It feels very awkward to Rio, but she definitely does not want to break off contact. She wonders what he is feelingâdoes he particularly enjoy the contact between their respective sleeves? Is he as aware, as she certainly is, of the body heat that crosses those fabric barriers? Is he feeling the muscle in her arm as she is his, and if so, is he thinking that sheâs too muscular?
She does a lot of physical work, and she likes it mostly. Maybe itâs not how she would choose to spend her whole life, hauling hay bales and milking cows and stacking bags of fertilizer at her fatherâs store, but she has never disliked hard labor.
Well, if Strand thinks sheâs unfeminine, well . . . Well, then thatâs that. Maybe she isnât Jenou, maybe sheâs not the most girly girl, maybe her skin is too tan, but she is . . . well, again, she is what she is. Who she is.
Whatever that is.
Neither of them has spoken in a while, and Rio wonders if he feels as awkward as she does.
âThatâs a great dress,â Strand says. He sounds as if heâs spent quite some time preparing the compliment.
âThank you, Strand.â
âI . . .â
âYes?â
âItâs starting,â he says with obvious relief.
The house lights go down, and the audience waits for the newsreel. First, though, comes the sales pitch for war bonds, followed by Daffy Duck taking on Adolf Hitler.
Rio wonders whetherâor maybe whenâStrand will try to take her hand. Assuming heâs not actually disgusted by her and regretting this date. And she wonders how many sets of prying eyes will mark the event. Then again, what if he never does take her hand? Those same ever-observant eyes will note that fact as well. The news bulletin around the school will be âStrand and Rio!â Or, alternately, whispered reports, accompanied by head-shaking, that Strand is not really interested in Rio. Poor Rio.
Theyâll say itâs a pity date because of Rachel.
âHow strange,â Rio whispers, not really intending to be overheard.
âWhatâs strange?â
âOh, nothing. Just . . . Just that life goes on, doesnât it? Even with a war on.â
As if reading her mind, Strand nods in the direction of Jasmine Burling, a high school junior who could have a great future in journalism, if her love of the very latest gossip is any indicator. Jasmine is three rows down and off to the right, whispering to her irritating milquetoast boyfriend while quite clearly looking at Rio and her definitely-not-boyfriend Strand. Jasmineâs boyfriend turns and looks, his face such a mask of boredom and despair that Rio laughs.
âWhatâs funny?â
âNothing,â Rio says, then amends, âPeople. Sometimes people are funny.â
The newsreel starts in with the usual dramatic music followed by a stentorian voice narrating the footage. In this case it shows marines on some blasted, godforsaken island fighting the Japanese. The narrator uses terms like âhard-fought,â âslogging,â âslug match,â and âdesperate.â
âThat was depressing,â Strand whispers.
âIt said we were on the march,â Rio counters. âThatâs good, isnât it?â
The newsreel moves on to a story about a movie star, then a story about a very fast horse, concluding with a silly piece about two babies switched at the hospital eventhough one is white and one colored.
Rio looks carefully at the little black baby. Sheâs never seen a black person in Gedwell Falls, only in moviesâmaids or butlers or comical tap dancers. It looks almost exactly like the white baby except for being darker.
A second cartoon