something. Itâs different than when she saw Travis Santini in the mall. That was more like something that made her mad, and this . . . this is like she feels bad for someone else. Maybe sheâs not as self-centered as I thought.
I quickly tell her about Jen accusing me of looking for gossip. âAnd now . . .,â I sigh, âI have to somehow figure out a way to get her to talk to me. Which isnât really going to be easy, since she thinks Iâm a total crazy person.â
âWell, Kendall, it was pretty crazy how you tried to track her down at school like that. And after practice! Everyone knows that no one comes to practices! It would have been better if youâd just gone to one of her meets or something.â
I stare at her, incredulous. Now sheâs telling me this? â Now youâre telling me this?â I ask, throwing my hands into the air. âYou could have told me that before this whole thing happened! And by the way, if youâre going toââ But I stop talking because Daniellaâs face has gotten all scrunchy, and sheâs wrinkling up her nose and staring off into space. âWhat?â I ask. âAre you remembering something?â
âYes,â she says, pulling at her hair. âI mean, kind of. Iâm . . . Iâm remembering . . . digging.â
âDigging?â
âYeah, digging.â
âDigging, like in the dirt?â
âYes.â She looks at me and shakes her head. âAnd now itâs gone.â
âGreat,â I say. I slide off the bench and flop down in the grass near my grandmaâs headstone. I stare up at the sky, watching the clouds drift lazily with the breeze. âWe are in so much freaking trouble.â
Digging in the dirt? What kind of thing is that to remember? Why the heck would Daniella be digging? Sheâs definitely not the outdoorsy type. Is it possible sheâs just remembering her own funeral? Maybe Jen didnât come to her funeral, and so Daniellaâs all mad about it? God, I hate this part. Trying to figure things out can be so frustrating!
A little boy and a woman go walking by, holding hands. The woman gives me a sympathetic look, I guess because she thinks Iâm mourning whoeverâs grave Iâm at. But even though Iâm at my grandmaâs grave, and I do miss her more than anything, Iâm not sad for her. I know sheâs moved on to somewhere better.
âWhatâs she looking at?â Daniella asks, staring at the woman. âMove it, lady. Nothing to see here!â She waves her hand at her.
I laugh, and the woman gives me a disapproving look.
âCome on,â I say to Daniella, sighing and picking myself up off the grass. âLetâs get out of here.â
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When I get home, my dadâs at the stove, stirring something really yummy-smelling in the frying pan. Thereâs a cut-up pile of tomatoes and lettuce sitting on a platter on the counter.
âHey, honey,â he says. I peek into the frying pan.
âMmmm, tacos,â I say, inhaling the scent of ground beef and spices. âDelish.â
âTacos are so good,â Daniella says. âI wish I could have some.â Ghosts donât really ever get hungry. But they do sometimes crave food. Itâs like they canât break the emotional attachment they have. âNot that I ever ate them much when I was alive.â She sighs. âI was always in training.â
âTry this.â My dad holds a spoon of seasoned ground beef out to me. âDoes it need anything?â
âYum,â I say, eating it. âNo, itâs perfect.â
âSo how was studying after school?â he asks, turning back to the pan.
âGood,â I say, feeling a little uncomfortable that I told my dad I was staying after again. But itâs not like I did it to hang out with Brandon. I was