Hard.
âDave!â
âNothing happens â¦â Dadâs always saying that. Heâs told me so many times. âNothing happens unless you make it happen.â Well, I know something I can makehappen. Iâll get Mum and Dad back together. First Iâll call Dad. At recess. I wonât even talk about last night. Just tell him Allie and I are behind him. We have to rebuild. If the three of us can stand together, then Mum will fall into line. Sheâll have no choice.
âTurn around, will ya?â
In the meantime, I have to forget about what Gran said. Sheâs crazy. Probably has it in her head that weâre going to live with her. Not a chance. I donât think Mumâs completely given up on Dad yet. No matter what she says. Sheâs ticked off, sure she is, but seventeen years together â she wonât walk away from that.
A note lands on my desk. I see Lannyâs scrawl.
Whatâs the matter with you? Why wonât you look at me? Iâm sorry all right? You dickhead!
I screw it up and chuck it back at him.
Groganâs radar spots it. His bushy eyebrows spear upwards.
âYou boys passing love letters between you?â
Perfect. Now our maths teacherâs doing stand-up.
The audience rolls in the aisles.
âIâll have that.â
Grogan scans the note quickly before waving it at Lanny.
âOut the front, son.â
Lanny lurches forward, head in the ostrich position.
âThis a new form of maths, Mr Pringle?â
âUm ⦠no, sir.â
I glance around at the class. So many smart-arse grins. Life is cool when someone else is in trouble. Phillip Johnson up near the back sets up a whispered chant: Dingle Dingle Dingle.
âKeep it down, please, boys.â
No one but me calls him Lanny. Now, the more he squirms, the funnier it is. He and I are the only ones who arenât laughing.
Grogan points to me.
âYou might be able to shed some light on this, Mr Curtis. Up here, please.â
Cheers and whistles as I join Lanny in front of Groganâs desk.
He reads the note again, scratches at his ear to draw out the laughs from his audience.
âPerhaps itâs some baffling algebraic formula?â
This one cracks the class up.
âCome on. Whoâd like to answer first?â
I see my class as Iâve never seen them before. Weâre slaves stuck in the middle of the Colosseum and theyâre cheering for the lion.
Lanny runs a hand through his hair. He always does this when heâs about to be eaten alive.
âWell? Iâm waiting. Mr Pringle, please tell me what this note has to do with mathematics.â
âNothing, sir.â
âVery good. I think that may be the first time youâve answered a question correctly in my class.â
That earns a round of applause.
Grogan brushes Lanny away like a pesky fly. âBack to your seat. And pay attention.â His glare shifts to me now. âThat goes for you too, Mr Curtis. Youâll pay attention from now on, I trust?â
Decisions, decisions.
I know Grogan isnât really all that bad. Heâs only having a bit of fun. You can usually talk to the guy and heâll listen. Heâs not a hardhead. And all he wants from me is an easy, âYes, sirâ, then Iâm on my way and itâs over.
But I donât want to make it easy for anyone today. Including me.
Iâm standing right in front of him. Thereâs nothing to hide behind. Nowhere to run. And heâll hear the smallest mumble. But I donât care.
In my head Iâm roaring, âBring on the lion,â as I tell him big and loud â
âstuff you. Sir .â
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Mrs Flanagan is our Year Coordinator. Iâm sitting in her office and sheâs searching my eyes for answers to whatshe calls my âbizarre behaviourâ.
It really wasnât so bizarre. I went looking for something to shut Grogan up with and thatâs what I