case of buyerâs remorse ever.
Chapter 15
MY GAS-GUZZLER of a tank was nearly empty, and I pulled into a Chevron station near the entrance to the 405 freeway. Thankfully the gas station was deserted, and I didnât have to listen to any male comments like, âWhatâs a little girl like you doinâ in a big car like that?â
I had my comeback though. âWhatâs a small brain like yours doinâ in a big head like that?â
The response was invariably the same and delivered with a sneer. âBitch.â
I swiped my credit card, slipped in the nozzle, then leaned back against my car to wait. I could have a mini-nap in the time it took for my H2 to fill up. Deeming it unwise, however, to nap at a gas station late at night, with my purse sitting on the front seat, I instead thought back to the events of the day.
Why wasnât I more Bellevue about all this? Shouldnât I be on the shrinkâs sofa, drooling into my neck? I had no way of knowing since there was hardly a support groupfor people like me. Harry Potter had a whole school of his peers. All I had was Ram.
Maybe my reaction was normal? A lifetime spent playing video games and watching movies made the unreal acceptable.
Hey! What if my life were a video game! A potential fortune lay with Nintendo. I didnât think of myself as greedy, but if I was supposed to save the world, shouldnât I at least be able to turn lead into gold or something? I mean, it was justâ
Ugh!
An invisible blow landed on my stomach with enough force to knock me out. But no one was there, and I was still standing.
Ugh!
There it went again. Uneasiness crawled up my back. The weight pressed against my chest and stomach. I could barely breathe.
I knew what was happening. It couldnât be anything else.
I turned around.
Behind me two men were walking into the convenience store.
The malevolence radiated off them.
Ram was right. I would know evil.
The weight continued to press against me.
Dharma-fulfilling time.
Shit! Shit! Shit!
Chapter 16
THIS WAS NEW TERRITORY for me, and I thought about calling 911. But what would I tell the operator? âUmm, I just felt a really big pang in my chestâ¦which sorta indicates evilâs around, and Iâm a pretty reliable source being that Iâm a goddess soâ¦â
I decided to follow them in.
The clerk behind the counter saw me enter, but the two goons didnât. They were too busy grabbing beers from the cooler. I moved past the magazines and dropped down in a crouching position behind one of the aisles, my face pressed against a packet of beef jerky.
From that vantage point I could see the front, but no one could see me. I peered around the corner and the clerk, a middle-aged man with olive skin and an Errol Flynn mustache, stared right at me with a puzzled expression. Quickly, I ducked back behind the jerky. Okay, so I wasnât as unobtrusive as I thought.
I waited a few moments, but the clerk didnât come down the aisle after me. Apparently a woman whowanted to get up close and personal with dried-up meat was no big deal. This was the night shift at a convenience store after all. There was probably someone masturbating in the bathroom right now.
I peeked around the corner again. The two men were at the counter. I got a good look at them from behind and summed up their appearance: saggy-assed.
One guy was white with a shaved head, his thick neck partially covered by the curling edge of a tattoo. A scorpion was my guess, but I wasnât about to ask him to remove his shirt so I could see the design. The other guy was dark, Hispanic-looking, his hair pulled back in a braid. He had tattoos, too, mostly of evil-eyed eagles.
Two tattooed thugs. How clichéd could you get?
The Latino lawbreaker shoved the carton of beer across the counter, and said in a low, intimidating growl, âEmpty the cash register. Fast.â His eyes narrowed as the clerk grabbed a