crosswalk
in front of her dorm. He'd been
speeding and barely able
to avoid plowing right into her.
Angered by his carelessness,
she'd been prepared to give him an
earful. But he'd gotten
out of the car, apologizing
profusely. His dark good looks
and polished manners caught her off
guard, and she had
reluctantly forgiven him.
The obvious differences between the
two of them made
her both wary of him and attracted
to him at the same
time. He'd asked her out to dinner
to prove that he was
really sorry, but she turned him
down, tel ing herself she'd
be better off staying away from him.
He was persistent,
though, and one night when he nearly
knocked a hole in
her dorm window trying to get her
attention, she pushed
aside her doubts and went downstairs
to meet him.
From then on, they spent al their
time together. He
treated her well, took her to dinner
at fancy places and met
her at the library every afternoon.
When they ended up
making love in his room one night
after a party where they
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both had a little too much to drink,
it seemed a natural, if
unplanned, extension of where they
were headed.
She attributed her first missed
period to stress. She took
her studies seriously, and she'd
been agonizing over a
couple of classes in which she aimed
to make A' s in spite of
the teachers' tough reputations.
Doug had been moody with
her lately, accusing her of caring
more about school than
she did him. He didn't look at col
ege the same way she did,
but then, regardless of what kind of
grades he made, he
would stil have a whopper of a trust
fund waiting for him
when he turned twenty-five.
Flattered to have one of the
most sought-after guys on campus
wanting to spend al his
time with her, she still determined
to make the grades she
needed to keep her scholarship and
get her into the vet
school at Virginia Tech.
When the second month went by with
stil no sign of
her period, Colby panicked. Feeling
sick inside, she made a
doctor's appointment without telling
Doug. Maybe she'd
known deep down what his reaction
would be.
The test result was positive. She
spent three days
agonizing over what to do, stil
keeping the secret to herself.
She final y told Doug one night in
her room. He'd gotten up
from the bed and gone to the window,
staring out at the
campus for several long minutes
before turning to her and
saying, “There's
only one thing to do. It's not too late.
She'd already thought about that,
but it wasn't a
solution she would even consider.
“I can't do that.
“We don't have a
choice, he said, his voice rising. “My
parents would cut me off flat if
they found out.
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She'd asked him to leave then,
needing to be by herself.
He hadn't said the things she had
hoped he would say. The
decision tore at her for days. In
the end, she decided that
Doug was right. She would be only
nineteen when the baby
was born. How would she possibly
finish school? What
would her parents say? She could
only imagine their
disappointment.
She got as far as the examining-room
table before the
reality of what she was about to do
hit her. Although she
hadn't yet felt the baby's physical
presence, something
changed within her the moment she'd
learned of its
existence. How could she do away
with something so
precious and fragile? Her reasons
suddenly felt selfish and
shallow.
Doug sat outside in the waiting room
when she ran
from the office. He sprinted after
her, cal ing out for her to
wait. She stopped at the corner of
the street, her breath
coming fast and uneven.
“What happened?
he asked, taking her by the
shoulders.
“I won't do it.
“You can't back
out now, he said, looking incredulous.
“I was only
thinking about myself. About my life. Not
about the baby. Lots of people have
children and still get
through school.
Doug stepped back, his expression
closed. “We agreed.
“No. I won't do
it, Doug. I'm sorry.
Carl Woodring, James Shapiro