then?â Sheâd meant to sound amused. Jaded. She missed both by miles, and he shook his head, as if he refused to let that sad tone of voice confuse him.
âI know you claimed there was only the one, but youâll understand, I think, if I find that difficult to believe. Given the circumstances. Who cheats only once?â
He said that as if he had dark personal experience with itâbut Holly didnât want to think about that. Not now. Not when she was
this close
to telling the truth at last.
âGo on,â she said quietly, straightening her shoulders and lifting her chin, as if he was pounding those hard fists into her. Some part of her almost wished he would. It would be more honest than the rest of this. More real. It might even hurt less. âGet it all out, Theo. All that poison. I know youâve wanted this opportunity for years now.â
âI have, in fact.â
And Theoâs smile was a blade that cut into her, deep. Not merely scarring herâit made her worry she would never be whole again.
But then, youâre nothing resembling
whole
now, are you?
asked that low voice she imagined was her fatherâs, and she could only be grateful he hadnât lived to see what sheâd made of her life without himâthough she thought heâd have understood. Perhaps too well. She was so much like him, after all.
âYou dropped your bomb on me and were gone by morning,â Theo said. âIn time, I came to understand that this was all part of your grand plan. Moreover, that you always had a plan, right from the start. That I was nothing but a mark. The word that best fits, I think youâll find, is
mercenary
.â
âI sound evil indeed.â
Theo inclined his head. âWhy discuss the details of your betrayal? It hardly mattered then, much less now. It was a means to an end, nothing more. I realized that what mattered to you was what you already hadâmy ring on your finger and access to my bank account.â
âYou could have come after me, if you were so desperate to talk,â Holly pointed out.
On some level, sheâd realized much later, sheâd thought he would once the dizzy madness of their last encounter had faded. Sheâd had contingency plans in place to deal with him if he had. After all, heâd always pursued her so relentlessly beforeâwasnât that why sheâd gone to these lengths to escape him? But he hadnât. Heâd simply let her go. It had taken her a long time to accept that. Longer still to understand that as much as sheâd wanted him to believe her when sheâd lied to him, as much as sheâd wanted to escape their all-consuming relationship, there was a part of her that had believed heâd see right through her. That he wouldnât let her do such a thing. That heâd known her better than she knew herself.
Sheâd twisted herself in so many knots that the only thing sheâd known how to do was come back to him. âI told you I was going back to Texas. You always knew where I was.â
He reached over and took her hand, and even though it was a cold little parody of the way he might have done it years before, that simple touch slammed through her. It wrecked her from the inside out, sparks cascading through her, her stomach twisting, her breath catching. If she hadnât been sitting down, she thought, she would have fallen over, and she knew there was no way heâd miss the way she trembled at his touch.
She hoped heâd think it was fear. Nerves. Not all of the rest of the things she knew it was.
Theo took the sapphire-and-diamond ring she woreâthat heâd slid there himself, high on a Santorini cliffside as the wind toyed with her hair and the bright Greek sky kissed them with lightâbetween his fingers and moved it gently this way and that, catching the candlelight and sending it dancing over the table, the way heâd always done in