downed one shot before getting in the shower, where his cock got hard as soon as he tried to soap up. He took another when he got out. His hair was still wet and heâd barely put on a fresh pair of jeans and a plain white T-shirt before she was knocking on his front door.
âI brought dessert.â She held up one of the cookâs chocolate cakes. Jordan knew it by the scent of the icing. âI got it from the main house.â
âLooks good. Câmon in.â He stepped aside to let her pass. Heâd managed to tame his dick, but barely. When she brushed his belly with her arm, he felt it stirring again.
They sat at his dining table. Heâd put out a box of cheap chocolate doughnuts and made coffee, though the caffeine was going to do a number on him, as well. All of this was. Shit, he was going to need another run.
Sheâd brought along her tablet to show him some of the things sheâd been working on, and before he knew it, they were side by side on his couch while she ran through lists of what she was putting together. She smelled so good. It had been a mistake to invite her here, Jordan thought. He was too hungry.
âBut I donât know.â Monica shook her head, then tucked a dark cherry curl behind her ear. She flicked her finger along a line of photos sheâd pulled up. There was no denying the edge of excitement in her voice. âNone of these things match the patterns. Iâve run through all the databases, and really, just...nothing.â
âYou love this, donât you? The unknown.â
She looked at him. âLove it? Iâm not sure. Iâve always thought of love as something that makes you happy.â
âMe, Iâve always thought it was something that made you miserable,â Jordan answered.
Monica laughed. âHow many times have you been in love, Jordan?â
He didnât have an answer. Heâd been homeschooled since the age of fourteen, when his parents had yanked him out of public school at the first signs of what they both had prayed would never come true. He hadnât gone to the prom, basketball games. Hadnât played in the band. Heâd gone to college too wary of other people to trust anyone enough to fall in love.
âI thought so,â she said when he didnât answer. âSure, love can make you miserable. But it also makes you happy. So happy.â
For a second, her gaze went faraway. Unexpectedly, Jordan envied the man whoâd married her, the one whoâd made her look that way. The one whoâd died, he reminded himself.
Monica shrugged off her expression. âAnyway. I have some calls and messages out to some of my colleagues, but at this point, Iâm looking at something big. Something strong. Something that lives in the bayou.â
âAnaconda? Python? Something like that?â He shook his head. âI know thereâs a huge problem with that in Florida, but I told you, not so much here.â
âSnakes donât have claws.â
âGator?â He laughed at the idea, but Monica looked thoughtful.
âSomething like that,â she said. âYou can laugh all you want, Jordan, but Iâm good at what I do, and based on what Iâve seen and what you told me, I wouldnât put something like a gator off the list.â
âGators canât climb walls.â
She smiled. âI said something like an alligator. But itâs definitely smart enough to figure out how to get through that wall and get what it wants.â
He was silent for a moment, thinking. âYou really believe all this stuff about things that go bump in the night.â
âI believe in things that go bump in the sunlight, too.â
He glanced at her to see if she was making a sexy innuendo, but all she gave him was that same blank, assessing look that was starting to make him crazy enough to want to do something to wipe it off her face. He frowned and scooped up