T-shirt from earlier, and Sophia wondered how long heâd been sitting there. Her heart picked up its pace as Jake stood and crossed the small kitchen to stand in front of her. The single bulb that had seemed bright before now shone like a spotlight, emphasizing his tousled dark-blond hair, the rough stubble grazing his jaw, and she couldnât look away.
With the heat coming off Jakeâs body and the refrigerated air at her back, Sophia half expected a spontaneous tornado to sweep through the kitchenâa storm certainly seemed to be brewing inside her.
âSophia.â His voice held a hint of warning, and her gaze instantly rose to meet his. The desire she saw there only amplified the longing spinning through her in ever tightening circles, spiraling down into a pinpoint focus. She wanted him to kiss her. To let the heat and urgency of his mouth against hers wipe away the past weeks. To turn back time to those few, short days when Jake Cameron was a man she could trust, a man she could count onâ¦
Instead of a man who lied.
Realization hitting with an embarrassment that Jake couldso easily turn her on even though he had lied, Sophia spun back toward the fridge.
âUh, no. I couldnât sleep.â She busied herself with taking out the milk, wishing she could press the cold container against her heated face. âI thought some warm milk might help. I can fix you some if youâd like.â
âI donât think warm milk will do the trick.â
As the refrigerator door swung shut, the kitchen was once again wrapped in semi-darkness. Just as well, since Sophia feared seeing more in Jakeâs expression than she wanted to know. She found a small saucepan right where it had always been and set it on the stove. âYou know, just because weâre pretending to be dating doesnât mean you have to stay. You could say something came up with work.â
âWhat kind of boyfriend would I be if I missed your parentsâ anniversary party?â
âHow did youânever mind. Itâs your job to know these things.â
Jake stepped closer, making it almost impossible for Sophia to keep her focus on the milk swirling in the small pan. âThis is not part of my job.â
Youâre not hoping that heâll, I donât know, have some crazy explanation and that you guys can pick up where you left offâ
Maybe Theresa was right not to pass on the message that Jake had called, Sophia thought, suddenly worried she might end up doing exactly what her cousin feared. That sheâd be willing to believe anything Jake said as long as it meant picking up where they left off. Did he know, she wondered in pained embarrassment, how close sheâd been to falling into bed with him? That if heâd pressed just a little, she would have gladly given in? And did he think even now it might be that easy again? That she would be that easy⦠âWhat about the mugger?â
âWhat?â
âThe would-be purse snatcher and your timely rescue. Was that part of the job? Did you hire him the same way someone hired you?â
âNo! No, I did not hire that guy!â He swore beneath his breath. âI would never do anything to purposely hurt you or anyone.â
Heâd purposely lied, purposely fooled her into coming far too close to falling for him, and if Jake didnât know how much that had hurt, Sophia wasnât about to tell him. Her thoughts were still spinning, and her mind didnât know how to reconcile the man she thought she knew in St. Louis with the man she didnât know at all standing in her motherâs kitchen. Unfortunately, judging by the awareness buzzing along her skin like an electrical current, her body didnât care. Whenever, wherever, whoever Jake Cameron was, she wanted him.
Crossing her arms over her stomach, she pointed out, âI wasnât hurt.â
âYou were scared,â Jake said. âI
Charles Murray, Catherine Bly Cox