question. I need total honesty from you,â Lukkas told her.
She spoke before she could censor herself. âNo one wants total honesty. They just want
their
version of total honesty.â
The words surprised him and managed to catch him completely off guard. He scrutinized her for a long moment, as if trying to decide something. âHow old are you, Hanna?â he finally asked.
âThirty.â
He noticed there wasnât any hesitation before she volunteered the number. Most women over the age of twenty were coy when it came to the age question. She really was unique, he thought.
âThirty, and already so cynical,â he commented.
But Yohanna had a different opinion about her view. âNot cynical,â she contradicted. âBeing completely honest a hundred percent of the time is really cold and unfeeling.â
He leaned back in his chair, rocking slightly as he regarded her. âHow do you figure that?â
âFor instance, if a girlfriend asks you if what she has on makes her look fat, she really doesnât want to know that she looks fat. What she really wants is to hear how flattering the outfit sheâs wearing looks on her.â
âBut if it really does make her look fat?â Lukkas asked, curious as to what her thought process was. âArenât you doing that friend a disservice by
not
telling her the truth?â
Yohanna shook her head. âIf it really does look bad on her, sheâll figure it out on her own. She wants to hear flattering words from you.â
âYou canât be serious,â he protested.
âCompletely,â she insisted. âWhat your friend will come away with is that you cared more about her feelings than making some kind of point by being a champion of the truth.â
âIn other words, youâre saying itâs all right to lie,â he surmised.
âIf you canât bring yourself to tell her a little white lie, say something nice about the color. Maybe it brings out her eyes, or makes her skin tones come alive.â
âIn other words, say anything but the word
fat
,â he concluded.
She nodded. The smile began in her eyes and worked its way to her lips in less than a second. He found himself being rather taken with that. â
Fat
only belongs in front of the word
paycheck
or
rain cloud
.â
âThatâs two words,â Lukkas pointed out, not bothering to hide his amusement.
Yohanna suddenly became aware that she had been going on and on. Her demeanor shifted abruptly. âSorry, I talk too much.â
âYou do,â he conceded. âBut lucky for me, so far itâs been entertaining.â Lukkas grinned, then after a beat, asked, âHowâs that?â
She wasnât sure what he was asking her about. âExcuse me?â
âI just threw in the truth, but then said something to soften the blow. I was just asking how you thought I did, if I got the gist of your little theory.â
For a moment, as her eyes met his, Yohanna didnât say anything.
Was he being sarcastic?
Somehow, she didnât think so, but that was just a gut reaction. After all, she didnât really know the man, didnât know anything about him other than the information sheâd gleaned from a handful of interviews sheâd looked up and read yesterday before sheâd come in for the interview.
Taking a chance that the producer was really being on the level, she smiled and said, âVery good,â commenting on his âbehavior.â
âI wasnât trying to lecture you, you know,â she told him in case heâd gotten the wrong impression. âI was just putting my opinion out there.â And then she shrugged somewhat self-consciously. âMy mother says I do that too much.â
He instantly endeared himself to her by saying, âYour motherâs wrong.â She had to really concentrate to hear what he had to say after that.