some sort of future. He didnât intend to have a future with any woman.
He just needed a break from his normal lifestyle.
âMy God. Maxim, it almost sounds like youâre going to say youâre in love with me.â Elisa swallowed deeply. âBut of course not. Thatâs ridiculous.â
Love?
âNo!â He leapt to his feet and started pacing. âNO. Of course not.â
âThen you are here for sex.â
âYes,â he spat out without thinking. âNo. I meanâ¦crap. What am I saying? I thought maybeâ¦maybe you could give me a second chance on that date I blew.â
Heâd be lucky if she didnât boot him back into the snow.
For a second, she looked pissed again. âWhy?â
âJust to see. You knowâ¦â He stopped pacing and knelt down next to her. Taking her chin in his hand, he looked her in the eye. âI donât care about the sex, okay, Elisa?â
âNo.â
âNo?â
N o? What was she saying?
Elisa hesitated, not sure how to answer, not even positive what sheâd meant. When Maxim had kissed her hand, heâd done her in. He hadnât been here an hour, but all of the old feelings sheâd had for him had come rushing back. The desire. The interest. The way she tingled when they touched.
The way she wanted to smack some damn sense into him.
What now? Did she take her ânoâ back? Pretend sheâd made a mistake?
Or stick with her initial, gut reaction?
What did she want from Maxim?
Sheâd promised herself sheâd be strong, bitchy even, and strong, bitchy women didnât run. They faced their weaknesses. Smashed them down.
Even when their weaknesses were currently wearing a robe half his size and they didnât know how to cross their legs.
God, he had a big dick.
Maximâs fingers moved along her jaw, making her shiver with white hot need. âNo, Elisa?â
Oh yeah, her flame had been relit. Fire sparked between them, combustible. After seeing that cock, her dildo seemed like a joke.
Elisa nodded slowly. âNo.â
âWhat do you mean, no? You want to have sex with me?â
Yeah, she wanted him. And why shouldnât she have him?
Wasnât it weaker to avoid men, to avoid her feelings, to run and hide away? Screw those sex toys. She needed to learn to control her feelings, to control men. Most importantly, to control them without letting them control her .
What better victim to practice on?
She pulled his hand away, moving onto her knees. Her chest brushed against his and sensations shot through her nipples. She exhaled deeply and squeezed her eyes shut.
Her interest in him was too piqued to turn back now. She wanted, needed, to know what Maxim had to offer. What sheâd missed out on all those years ago.
âI meant no , no sex between us, but I do want you to touch me, pleasure me, just me.â She felt as if someone else was speaking the words, feeling incapable of following through with them, but knowing it was do or die; play or be played. âMake me climax. Any way I ask for it.â
âPleasure you?â His face lit up as he reached around her and seized her ass, squeezing as he pulled her tight against him. âHappily.â
A nervous shudder shook her. She was so in over her head, but she refused to sink. Not this time. Not with this man. Not again.
Nope, this time she wasnât the fool.
He was.
She grabbed his hands and yanked them from her ass. Rising to her feet, she stood and looked down at him. âBut if you really, truly want to prove yourself to me, then you give me orgasms without having any yourself. You cannot fuck me. You cannot attempt to relieve yourself. You obey my rules, orââ
âWhat?â The look on his face said it all. âRules? Are you kidding?â
âAbsolutely not. Men are pigs. Selfish, greedy, betraying swine, and Iâm through with them. Think you can convince