Hideaway by Dean Koontz Read Free Book Online

She was being wheeled across a parking lot toward a large building with many lighted windows. She thought she ought to know what it was, but she couldn't think clearly, and in fact she didn't care what it was or where she was going or why.
    Ahead, a pair of double doors flew open, revealing a space warmed by yellow light, peopled by several silhouettes of men and women. Then Lindsey was rushed into the light and among the silhouettes … a long hallway … a room that smelled of alcohol and other disinfectants … the silhouettes becoming people with faces, then more faces appearing … soft but urgent voices … hands gripping her, lifting … off the gurney, onto a bed … tipped back a little, her head below the level of her body … rhythmic beeps and clicks issuing from electronic equipment of some kind.…
    She wished they would just all go away and leave her alone, in peace. Just go away. Turn off the lights as they went. Leave her in darkness. She longed for silence, stillness, peace.
    A vile odor with an edge of ammonia assaulted her. It burned her nasal passages, made her eyes pop open and water.
    A man in a white coat was holding something under her nose and peering intently into her eyes. As she began to choke and gag on the stench, he took the object away and handed it to a brunette in a white uniform. The pungent odor quickly faded.
    Lindsey was aware of movement around her, faces coming and going. She knew that she was the center of attention, an object of urgent inquiry, but she did not—could not manage to—care. It was all more like a dream than her actual dreams had been. A soft tide of voices rose and fell around her, swelling rhythmically like gentle breakers whispering on a sandy shore:
    “… marked paleness of the skin … cyanosis of lips, nails, fingertips, lobes of the ears …”
    “… weak pulse, very rapid … respiration quick and shallow …”
    “… blood pressure's so damned low I can't get a reading …”
    “Didn't those assholes treat her for shock?”
    “Sure, all the way in.”
    “Oxygen, CO-2 mix. And make it fast!”
    “Epinephrine?”
    “Yeah, prepare it.”
    “Epinephrine? But what if she has internal injuries? You can't see a hemorrhage if one's there.”
    “Hell, I gotta take a chance.”
    Someone put a hand over her face, as if trying to smother her. Lindsey felt something plugging up her nostrils, and for a moment she could not breathe. The curious thing was that she didn't care. Then cool dry air hissed into her nose and seemed to force an expansion of her lungs.
    A young blonde, dressed all in white, leaned close, adjusted the inhalator, and smiled winningly. “There you go, honey. Are you getting that?”
    The woman was beautiful, ethereal, with a singularly musical voice, backlit by a golden glow.
    A heavenly apparition. An angel.
    Wheezing, Lindsey said, “My husband is dead.”
    “It'll be okay, honey. Just relax, breathe as deeply as you can, everything will be all right.”
    “No, he's dead,” Lindsey said. “Dead and gone, gone forever. Don't you lie to me, angels aren't allowed to lie.”
    On the other side of the bed, a man in white was swabbing the inside of Lindsey's left elbow with an alcohol-soaked pad. It was icy cold.
    To the angel, Lindsey said, “Dead and gone.”
    Sadly, the angel nodded. Her blue eyes were filled with love, as an angel's eyes should be. “He's gone, honey. But maybe this time that isn't the end of it.”
    Death was always the end. How could death not be the end?
    A needle stung Lindsey's left arm.
    “This time,” the angel said softly, “there's still a chance. We've got a special program here, a real—”
    Another woman burst into the room and interrupted excitedly: “Nyebern's in the hospital!”
    A communal sigh of relief, almost a quiet cheer, swept those gathered in the room.
    “He was at dinner in Marina Del Rey when they reached him. He must've driven like a bat out of Hell to get back here this