hallway. There is a large greenish stain on the back of his lab coat.
I walk back down Mount Auburn Street muttering reassurances to myself. Cheer up. You lead a charmed existence, remember? The best and the brightest, right ? All at once I catch myself thinking about those big grainy posters in the subway, the ones showing a sad-eyed teenager with a football under her dress. Sniffing damply, I wrench open the door to Adams House. Bloody good cheering-up job. Maybe you should become a Planned Parenthood counselor . I slink into the dining hall singing âLife During Wartimeâ under my breath, breaking off only when I get into the kitchen and pick up a tray, a grapefruit half, and some yogurt.
A pale, pear-shaped junior whose name I donât know looks at me strangely as I pass him by the pastry tray. I nod at him but he immediately turns his wall-eyed attention back to the chocolate twists.
Frowning, I go into the dining room and look around. Jessica is at a table with John, Clark, and Roald, three juniors who share an enormous A-entry suite in which they often throw loud, successful parties, notorious for the way in which their respective girlfriends somehow seem to end up in the wrong bedroom at the end of the evening. Of course, I remind myself as I move toward them, wrong is rather a subjective term. Nobody else seems to be complaining.
âGood morning, gang.â I sit down between John and Roald. âIsnât it a glorious day to be alive?â
âOh, Jesus.â John jabs his fork into an egg, bursting the yolk all over his toast. âNever a momentâs peace.â
Roald smiles at me. âGood morning, Miranda.â
âGood morning, Roald. Howâs everything?â
âJust fine, thanks. And how are you?â
âCanât complain.â
âThatâs good. Uh, Miranda?â
âYes, Roald?â
âCan I have your grapefruit half?â
âGet your own grapefruit half, Roald.â
âThatâs not very generous of you, Miranda.â
âThat may very well be true.â I nod judicially. âPardon me while I dig into this luscious pink grapefruit here.â
âAfter all Iâve done for you, Miranda.â
âWhat have you ever done for me, Roald?â
âI brought you a cup of coffee once.â
âI asked for tea.â
âAll right, Miranda.â He rises and starts dragging himself off to the kitchen. âIâll get my own grapefruit.â
âBring me some coffee, will you?â I call after him. âCream, no sugar.â
âJesus, Miranda.â John wipes grapefruit juice off his cheek. âYou almost got me in the eye.â
âSorry.â I lift another spoonful to my mouth. âMy aimâs not very good in the morning.â
Jessica clears her throat. âDid you have a nice little walk, dear?â
âYes, thanks. Thereâs nothing I like better than leaping out of bed and going for a hearty stroll first thing in the morning. And I donât mind saying so.â
âKeep it down, Miranda.â Clark frowns at me. âPeople are looking at us.â
âIâm from California, remember?â Gently I spit a grapefruit seed onto my tray.
âOh yeah.â He nods and jams an immense forkful of waffle into his mouth.
Jessica slopes forward over the tabletop. âHey.â
âHey what?â
âYouâre not lying to me, are you?â
âAbout what?â
âYes, I think I will slug you after all.â
âNo, no, that wonât be necessary.â I brush a few drops of grapefruit juice off my shoulder. âListen, I made it with three minutes to spare. I have the deposit slip to prove it, too. Time-stamped and everything. It even smells likeââ
âOh, shut up. Good thing I called, or youâd have slept till noon.â
âPossibly. By the way, your hair is dangling into your