at me as if I were a worm or some other loathsome creature. Youâre a manâaye and an attorney, tooâso you should understand that sometimes men have to make rational decisions, even when it comes to marriage. Especially when it comes to marriage and especially if you have a title. We donât have the luxury of marrying solely for love.â
There it was againâthe excuse that the upper class lived by different rules. Different needs. Different choices.
Not better, Gordon noted. Just different. âI can appreciate that you take financial matters into account when you marry, Robbie.â Indeed, heâd written enough marriage settlements to know that he certainly wasnât alone in that. âBut what I donât understand is why a man aswealthy as you feels the need to get more money by such means.â
Robbieâs shoulders slumped as he let out his breath in a long sigh and sank wearily onto the sofa.
âThen Iâll explain so that you can,â he said, all pretence of pride or vanity gone. He was much more like the Robbie Gordon remembered as he spread his hands in a gesture of helplessness. âIâm not rich. My family hasnât been rich for years and Iâm in debt up to my ears.â
Gordon simply couldnât believe it. âBut your familyâ¦this house⦠How is that possible?â
âI wasted my fair share of the family purse in my youth,â Robbie admitted, âbecause like you and everybody else, I thought my family had plenty of money. Then my father died and I discovered heâd lost most of our family fortune gamblingâcards and investments that were bound to fail. The pater clearly had no head for business and could be talked into almost anything. While my mother was alive, she managed to save him from total ruin, but after her deathâ¦â He shrugged. âMy father had no one to stop him, so this estate and all our other property is mortgaged to the hilt, and we owe a fortune in other debts, too.â
This wasnât the first time Gordon had heard of a family discovering that theyâd been left deeply in debt. Widows especially were often shocked and dismayed to learn the extent of their husbandâs debts and financial obligations.
And when he considered how freely Robbie had spentmoney in their youth, it became easier to believe that things could be as grim as he described.
Gordon got up and walked to the window. Out in the garden, three men were trimming a hedge. Another was weeding one of the beds.
This huge house, the town houses, the servants, Robbieâs clothes, food and drink⦠âHow are you paying for everything now?â he asked as he turned toward his friend again.
âCredit. Most of my creditors think theyâre the only one Iâve borrowed from.â His elbows on his knees, he covered his face with his hands. âItâs a nightmare keeping everything straight in my head because I donât dare write it down. How much Iâve borrowed from this one, how much from another. And when, and when theyâre due.â He raised haunted eyes to look at Gordon. âI canât sleep, can barely eat. Iâm desperate, Gordoâso desperate Iâve even thought of running off to America.â
âInstead you decided to marry Lady Moira?â
Despite Robbieâs obvious distress, it shouldnât have fallen to Lady Moira or her father or anyone else to repay the debts of the McStuarts, even if marrying for money wasnât exactly a new or innovative way for men of any class to recover from a financial loss.
His head hanging like that of a defeated general who sees his troops marching to slaughter, Robbie clasped his hands. âGod, no. Not exactly, or I would have proposed to that horse-faced daughter of Lord Renfield after my father died.â
He rose and came to stand in front of Gordon. âWhile I donât deny I was pleased Moiraâs