under the light. What had been a misshapen pile of rags was now a plump, sassy doll. Exaggerated lashes spiked out from wide eyes. Curls had been sewn back into place so that they fell teasingly over the brow. It was soft, friendly and pretty as a picture. Even a full-grown man could recognize what would make a small girl smile.
She felt a ridiculous sense of accomplishment at seeing him smile at her work. âYou approve?â
âIâm impressed. How much do you sell something like this for?â
âThis oneâs not for sale.â Faith set it in a large box at the back of the room. âThere are about a dozen little girls in town whose families canât afford much of a Christmas. There are boys too, of course, but Jake over at the five-and-dime and I worked a deal a few years back. On Christmas Eve, a box is left on the doorstep. The girls get a doll, the boys a truck or a ball or whatever.â
He should have known. It was so typical of her, so much what she was. âSanta lives.â
She turned to smile at him. âHe does in Quiet Valley.â
It was the smile that did it. It was so open, so familiar. Jason closed the distance between them before either of them realized it.
âWhat about you? Do you get what you want for Christmas?â
âI have everything I need.â
âEverything?â His hands cupped her face. âArenât you the one who used to dream? Who always believed in wishes?â
âIâve grown up. Jason, you should go now.â
âI donât believe that. I donât believe youâve stopped dreaming, Faith. Just being with you makes me start again.â
âJason.â She pressed her hands to his chest, knowing she had to stop what could never be finished. âYou know we canât always have what we want. Youâll leave in a few days. You can walk away and go on to a hundred other things, a hundred other places.â
âWhat does that have to do with right now? Itâs always right now, Faith.â He drew his hands through her hair so that pins scattered. Rich warm sable tumbled over his fingers. Heâd always loved the feel of it, the smell of it. âYouâre the only one,â he murmured. âYouâve always been the only one.â
She closed her eyes before he could draw her close. âYouâll go. I have to stay here. Once before I stood and watched you walk away. I donât think I can bear it if I let you in again. Canât you understand?â
âI donât know. I know I understand I want you so much more now than I ever did. Iâm not sure you can keep me out, Faith.â But he backed away, for both of them. âNot for long, anyway. You said before I didnât have a right to all the answers. Maybe thatâs true. But I need one.â
It was a reprieve, it was space to think. She let out a long breath and nodded. âAll right. But you promise that youâll go now if I answer?â
âIâll go. Did you love him?â
She couldnât lie. It wasnât in her. So her eyes were direct and pride kept her chin high. âI never loved anyone but you.â
It came into his eyesâtriumph, fury. He reached for her but she pulled away. âYou said youâd go, Jason. I trusted your word.â
She had him trapped. She had him aching. âYou shouldâve trusted it ten years ago.â He swung from the workroom and into the frigid night.
Chapter 6
Quiet Valley bustled with Christmas energy. From a jerry-rigged loudspeaker on top of the hardware store roof, carols rang out. An enterprising young man from a neighboring farm got a permit and gave buggy rides up and down Main Street. Kids, keyed up with lack of school and anticipation, shouted and raced on every corner. The skies had clouded over, but the snow held off.
Jason sat at the counter in the diner and sipped coffee while he listened to town gossip. Word was the
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