attentive eyes; it was, rather, a white hot intelligence that gave her face its poised and startling symmetry. I couldnât get over her. She was most certainly in shock, but it seemed to me a surface condition. Dive below to the heart, or up to the brain, and you would find someone with a firm hold on reality.
She leaned very close to me. âJack, the police said it was suicide,â she whispered. âI donât believe that.â
âWhy not?â
âHeâs been upset, but not that upset: Itâs not in Walterâs character to do that. Heâs not a quitter.â She spoke precisely, emphatically.
âNo, he wasnât.â I made the painful change in tense. I didnât really know whether Adrian was a quitter or not. At this point, it hardly seemed to matter. âBut he was very much in the dumps when we spoke in New York.â
Mrs. Adrian reached over and picked a large brandy snifter off an end table. A couple of shots of cognac glittered in the lamp and firelight; she swirled the liquid about and gazed down into the glass, a fawn at a pond. There was a tap on my shoulder. Wohl with my drink. I took it and thanked him. He looked fondly at Mrs. Adrian.
âSheâs taking it marvelously, isnât she?â said the writer, as if she wasnât there. âJust marvelously.â
Mrs. Adrian looked up at him. âYou donât have to stay here, Milton, really.â She smiled, just a little. âPlease donât feel that you have to.â
Wohl didnât know if he was being paid a compliment or asked to leave. The fire behind us lit his thick glasses into two miniature blazes. He nodded and sipped some ginger ale.
âMilton was Walterâs best friend,â said Mrs. Adrian. âHeâs been so terribly wounded by this.â Now it was like Wohl wasnât there.
The writer leaned over and whispered in my ear. âIâd like a few words with you when youâre done with Helen,â he said, then straightened himself and joined a few other people who were standing in a clump, intently watching Helen and me talk.
âHe really Walterâs best pal or was that just talk?â I asked Mrs. Adrian.
âEveryone was Walterâs best pal. That was his problem.â Her voice turned a little bitter.
âThis would seem to be the wrong town for deep friendships.â
âGod, is it ever.â She downed some cognac. âI mean. Walter could be as calculating as everyone else out here. Itâs a law of nature. But down deep he was so goddamn trusting.â Her face crumpled up, then she turned her head and abruptly wept into a corner of the couch. It was way overdue. I patted her on the shoulder.
âWhy donât you go stretch out for a while,â I told her. âCry your eyes out. Itâs time to stop being brave.â
A thick-featured and large-boned woman in a peasant blouse and blue skirt appeared. Her hair was wrapped in a bun so tight it looked to be pulling her face in half.
âHelen, take Mr. LeVineâs advice,â she said not too gently. âYou ought to get some rest.â
Mrs. Adrian got up slowly. She sighed, and looked to be ready for a long cry.
âJack LeVine, this is Rachel Wohl, Miltonâs wife.â She made a last attempt at playing hostess. âYouâll come back here tomorrow, Jack, around suppertime?â
âOf course,â I told her, aware that everyone had heard the invitation.
Mrs. Adrian took my hand and squeezed it as hard as she could, which wasnât very hard at all. Then she circled the room and thanked everyone before heading up the stairs, followed by Rachel Wohl. When she disappeared from view, the volume in the room went up a decibel or two, as if a cautious hand had adjusted a knob.
I stood up and Wohl sprang to my side.
âYouâre not leaving, are you?â he asked.
âThought Iâd circulate.â
Wohl smiled