beautiful black stallion, a show horse that could win the Hamilton Royal Horse Show.
My bedroom window opens onto our backyard. Sometimes at night after I finish praying for a horse, I imagine one coming to visit me. Tonight I picture myself opening my window and a black stallion cantering up and sticking his head in so I can pet him and kiss his soft muzzle.
As I drift off to sleep, I can almost hear him nicker.
10
Worry
âI donât see why we have to go through with this parent-teacher-principal meeting now that everybody in town knows Ellie really did see a spotted horse from her classroom,â Dad says. Mom is driving us to school for the dreaded meeting. Ethan is along for the ride.
âI agree with Dad,â I say helpfully.
âEllie,â Mom says, glancing into the rearview mirror for eye contact, âwhat did your teacher say when you asked her about the meeting?â
âShe said Principal Fishpaw still wants to talk with us,â I mumble.
âExactly,â she says.
âWell,â Dad complains, âit makes a rotten ending to a perfect day.â
âYou had a perfect day?â I ask. My day wasnât perfectânot even close. A few kids congratulated me on catching the âugly horse.â But even more people teased me about it. Plus, I forgot to write up my plan for the science experiment. So Iâm already down five points.
âYes. A perfect day,â Dad repeats. âThanks to you, Ellie.â
âMe?â
âYou gave me hope .â
Then I remember. âYour jingle! Did the soap people like it?â
âThey loved it! We got the account.â Dad smiles at me from the front seat. âCouldnât have done it without your rhyme.â
âWay to go, Dad!â
Ethan taps Dadâs shoulder and signs, Congratulations!
âI knew youâd pull it off, Lenny,â Mom says. âThat must have gone down finer than frogâs hair with your boss.â
âI believe Ms. Warden was as happy as Iâve ever seen her,â Dad says. âThe corners of her mouth turned up for a full three seconds. Moira Stevens, on the other hand, stormed out of the board room without a word. Quite surprising.â
After what Colt told me about how much his mother wants that promotion, Iâm not surprised at all.
âI hardly see Moira anymore,â Mom says. She turns in to the school parking lot. âWe chat on the phone sometimes. But all she talks about is that promotion. Does she realize sheâll have to be away from her family for weeks at a time if she gets that job?â
Dad shrugs. âSpeaking of being away, whatâs up with Jeff Stevens? I havenât seen Jeff around for weeks. I know he travels and whatnot . . .â Dad lowers his voice and stops signing, which makes me think somethingâs up at Coltâs house.
Part of me wants to pray that Coltâs mom doesnât get that promotion. Part of me wants to pray that my dad doesnât get it either. Iâd hate for him to be gone all the time.
And this is one of the confusing things about praying. What if Iâm praying my dad wonât get the promotion, but heâs praying he will?
I ask God to watch out for Colt. Iâll let God figure out the rest.
Dad tries to talk Mom out of the meeting at school right up to the second we knock on the principalâs office door.
âMaybe I should wait here with Ethan?â he suggests.
Ethan has already claimed the only folding chair in the hallway. Heâs lost in his graphic novel.
âYouâre being silly, Lenny,â Mom says, knocking again.
The door cracks open. My principal sticks out his head. He frowns at us like he suspects weâre secretly here to rob the place.
Finally he swings the door wide open and motions us to his inner office. No one goes to the Fishpaw inner office unless theyâre in serious trouble. Three kids went in and