but he rose to his feet and gave his father the bored, insolent sneer heâd perfected years ago. âYeah, well, what can I say? Shit happens.â
Ford gave him a look of disgust. âShit does not just âhappen,â young man. Itâs a result of sloppy preparation.â
He shrugged, but his gut roiled harder and fiercer. Wouldnât it be something if just once his father didnât take the opportunity to tell him what a huge disappointment heâd turned out to be? Other guys had dads who actuallytossed balls around with them. He had Ford Evans Hamilton, who tossed his sonâs every mistake in his face. His chin jutted out. âAnd who do you see giving me a hand with these preparations? You?â
âDonât be ridiculous.â Exuding polish from his expensively barbered hair to his gleaming loafers, the older man strode across the room until he loomed over Jared. âYouâre seventeen years oldâcall a baseball camp or hire yourself a coach. Exert yourself for once in your life. A Hamilton strives to excel.â
âMaybe I am striving! How would you know? Youâve never even seen me play.â
Ford shot his cuffs impatiently. âIs this going to be another whine because I didnât attend your little game? How many times do I have to tell you that businessââ
âTakes precedence over sports.â Jared completed the familiar litany in unison with his fatherâs cultured tones. âYeah, yeah, yeah.â A thought popped into his head and left his mouth before he had time to censor it. âMan, you are such a hypocrite.â
Ford stilled. âWhat did you say?â
The fury in his fatherâs eyes made Jaredâs heart pound so hard he could barely breathe, but he didnât back down. âI didnât want to join the stinking team in the first place, but you insisted it would build character and turn me into a team player.â And as it turned out, heâd discovered baseball was something he was pretty good at and had ended up loving the sport. But everyone else had family at the games to cheer them on. With Tori and the pip-squeak in London the past couple of years, his own cheering section was diddly-squat. Thrusting his chin a notch higher, he put forth his best I-could-give-a-rip curled lip. âTeam player, my ass.â His voice cracked embarrassingly on the last word and he played with the sleeve of his jersey, uncovering the bottom half of his tattoo to distract the old manâs attention from that sign of weakness. âYou talk the talk,â he sneered. âBut what you really mean is that everyone else oughtta be a team player. Not you, though. Youâre the frickinâ owner of the franchise, always too damn important to waste your time doing anything nice for anyone else.â
âI canât believe I sired you.â Fordâs voice neither raised in volume nor exhibited anger. Yet like an arctic wind, it sliced an icy swath through Jaredâs self-esteem. âYou look like some punk off the street, with your tattoo and your earrings, and youâve disgraced our good name by being tossed out of three schools.â
âFour,â Jared said, clenching every muscle in his body to prevent his father from seeing the way theyâd started to tremble. âYou always forget Chilton. And hey. At least I donât keep marrying women young enough to be my daughters.â
Fordâs eyes turned more frigid yet. Leaning down, he murmured conversationally into Jaredâs ear, âI really should have insisted your mother have an abortion. Things would have been so much better all the way around.â
Pain sliced deep and scalding tears rose in an unstoppable tide in Jaredâs eyes. Feeling as if he were suffocating and would die if his father saw how powerfully the words had wounded, he reached out blindly with both hands to thrust Ford out of his way. He had to