talk about the parade made me feel mean and bitter.
âGood for the parade,â I said in a high, mocking voice.
âIt wasnât that great,â Dar said, eyes on me.
âYeah, it was,â Harrison said.
The four of us were sitting on our porch. It was pouring rain, and Harrisonâs parents had dropped him off in Chilmark for the day. Weâd already draped sheets over the wicker furniture, making tents to make believe we were explorers at the South Pole. Then we tipped the trestle table upside down, opened the extensions, and pretended it was a plane. Dar was the pilot, and we flew to the Yukon.
As the rain started letting up, weâd worn out our imaginations. Mom and Granny had served us lemonade and were in the kitchen shucking corn and talking about dinner. Delia kept describing the parade and fireworks, with Harrison going on about some teenage girls dressed like mermaids with fake green tails and everything.
âYou really didnât miss that much,â Dar said. âThey were fake mermaids. We know the real ones live in the waves off Squibnocket.â
âBut they were so pretty!â Delia said.
âRoryâs prettier,â Harrison said.
âYeah, sure,â I said.
âYou are!â he said.
âItâs true,â Dar said. âLetâs have a parade just for Rory!â
The rain had stopped. My sisters and Harrison ran around, getting things together. I still felt weak from the chicken pox, and I have to admit, I was sulking. Who cared about a pretend parade when Iâd missed the real one? The feeling of being on Grannyâs lap, thinking of Dad, had stayed with me, the deep melancholy of losing more than one summerâs fireworks and the chance to see some phony mermaids.
Now sitting on the porch, I heard tin cans banging and wheels creaking. Around the corner of my grandmotherâs big old summerhouse came the parade: Dar wearing Grannyâs old-fashioned skirted black bathing costume, Delia draped in kelp and green seaweed freshly gathered from the beach out front, and Harrison wearing a tinfoil crown carrying a pitchfork in homage to Poseidon.
My sisters beat wooden spoons on upside-down coffee cans, and theyâd harnessed Harrisonâs big waist with old rope, with which he pulled our small boat trailer across the yard.
âMermaid girl, mermaid girl, Rory is the oceanâs pearl,â Dar chanted.
âRory, Rory, morning glory,â Delia said, running over to hand me a bouquet of Grannyâs flowers.
âClimb on,â Harrison said, thumping his pitchfork against the trailer. âThe parade is starting.â
I felt myself starting to smile. That rusty old trailer was heavy. We used it twice a year to launch our twelve-foot sailboat in the salt pond, and one of the tires was flat, but Harrison was massive, and he pulled it behind him as if it weighed nothing.
My sisters adorned me with more seaweed, and Dar put Grannyâs apple-green silk robe around my shoulders. It shimmered in the clearing light, the way I thought a mermaidâs tail might. They helped me onto the boat trailer, and I gripped the metal frame.
âPrincess of the ocean, dutchess of the sea,â Dar cried, as she and Delia began banging the coffee cans again.
âHere she comes,â Harrison bellowed. âMiss Marthaâs Vineyard!â
Called by the commotion, my mother and grandmother came to stand on the porch, watching our little parade. I sat tall on that rickety old trailer as Harrison hauled me around the yard, feeling as graceful as a mermaid, as beautiful as a chicken-pox-ridden ten-year-old could feel.
My sisters beat their drums, our oldsâour mother, grandmother, and, I had to believe, the spirit of our missing fatherâcheered us on, and no one that day was sad, and no one that day was drunk, and I wasnât engaged to the wrong man, and I was Miss Marthaâs Vineyard.
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