keep is damaged, it does not hurt you. Does it hurt you when your body is hurt?â
âYes,â he whispered, tensing.
Well, if Iâd spent the last fifteen years as my fatherâs slave, Iâd have whispered an answer, too. From all accounts, my grandfather had been worse. Deliberately, I yawned. It was late, I needed to sleep.
âMy father never mentioned you at all.â
âStrategically speaking, it is better if I am secret from your enemiesâa harmless ghost that wanders the halls.â He hesitated, then ventured, âI prefer to keep my presence quiet. I donât like people very much.â
Nor would I, I thought, after so many years of serving Hurogs.
âRight.â I said. âHere are my orders for now. Continue your protection of my sister. Iâd like to meet you here each night when I am alone. Other than that, do as you will.â
âDo you want me to protect you, too?â
I grinned. Powerful he might be, I was willing to accept his word on that, but he was half my weight. âIâve had years to learn to do that. If I canât, well, then Iâm not fit to be Hurogmeten, am I?â
âThere are those who say you arenât fit anyway,â he said, a challenge in his voice.
I couldnât decide if he was testing my temper or if he still half believed my act. Maybe he knew the truth better than I did. Abruptly, I felt tired.
âYes. Well, now. Iâd be sad if they thought me competent after all the effort I put into shoving my stupidity down my fatherâs throat. I can hardly hold that against them, can I?â
He laughed, though I thought it was because he believed it necessary rather than because my words actually amused him. He was silent for a while then asked, âWhy are you pretending to be stupid?â He hesitated and said tentatively, âI always wondered about that. It seemed so odd that you would spend all those hours in the library. But then you would read and read but never seemed to understand what it was you were reading.â As he spoke, he bounced off the bed and strode oh so casually out of my reach.
âThought I might be looking at the pictures or the pretty inks?â I asked, amused.
âWhat happened when your father hit you that time? If it wasnât brain damage? And even an idiot listening to you now could see that your brain is fine.â He grinned shyly, a boy venturing an opinion or a slave flattering the master, but heâd put furniture between his body and me.
Like Pansy, I thought, heâd learn that I wouldnât harm him. Besides, Iâd pried into his private pain; it was only fair to give him the same opportunity. âIt damaged something,â I said. âI couldnât speak at all.â I remembered how terrifying it had been to have thoughts that wouldnât turn into words.
âYou werenât just frightened?â asked Oreg.
Looking at him, I could see he knew what it was to be so frightened he couldnât speak. Pity choked my reply. âNo.â
âYou couldnât walk, either,â he said speculatively.
I nodded. âOr stand or anything else.â It had taken Stala and me years to strengthen my left side until I was as fast with my left hand as I was with my right. Sometimes I dreamt that the strange, overpowering numbness had over-taken my left arm again.
âYou used to do magicâmake flowers bloom for your mother.â Oreg was relaxing a bit. Heâd settled on the bench near the door.
âI can still find things. Ciarra nearly scared me out of a winterâs growth today when I discovered she was suddenly so far below me. I take it she didnât fall out of the tunnel like I did? You led her by another path?â He nodded. âBut otherwise, I canât work magic anymore. I can feel it but not work it.â
âBut you arenât stupid. Why did you pretend?â
âSo my father