week, especially now that what little free time I have during the school day belongs to drama or AP. Even so, Iâm going to take some time out today and Google Mr. Adewale again. I also need to catch up with Ms. Toni sooner than later. Iâve decided to take Mamaâs advice and one-up my competition by doing a little research of my own, but not before I catch up with my girls. I have to meet Mama at Nettaâs shop in a little while and I canât be late.
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âWere you naughty or nice this year, Miss Jackson?â Mickey asks, teasing me with her Coach catalogue as we sit outside on the stadium bleachers. Mickey really gets into the holiday spirit when it comes to the receiving part. And this year if she plays her cards right sheâll have two Santas checking her list.
âIâm always nice,â I say, snatching the catalogue from her hand. Sheâs got a stack of them ranging from clothes to jewelry and beyond. This girlâs not joking about her Christmas list this year.
Itâs chilly outside, but Iâm grateful to be out of rehearsal. With the heat on itâs awfully stuffy and cramped in the drama room. Iâll be glad when the Fall Festival is over and we can go back to our separate spaces. Having ASB share our class until the play is over is getting on everyoneâs nerves, especially Ms. Toniâs. Sheâs been unusually irritableâbut still showing me some love, so itâs all good.
âAnd what you about you?â Mickey looks across me at Nellie, whoâs still not really speaking to her. I guess sheâs embarrassed about her failed attempt to out Mickey to Nigel on Sunday. Itâs no use in hating Mickey, and I hope Nellie gets over herself soon.
âWhat about me what?â Nellie grabs a J Crew catalogue from the stack sitting on the bleacher below ours, and starts flipping through the pages. Iâm surprised she didnât pick up the Tiffany catalogue, which has every-other corner turned in. I guess Mickeyâs dreaming real big this year.
âNaughty or nice,â Mickey says.
I donât know if itâs the pregnancy hormones or what, but Mickeyâs being unusually cool about Nellie trying to call her out. Maybe itâs because Mickey knows she was wrong in the first place and doesnât want Nellie to stay mad at her. But Nellieâs shoulder is colder than the sea breeze blowing across my cheek, and I donât see it warming up anytime soon.
âWhat difference does it make? Thereâs no such thing as Santa Claus anyway.â Nellie tosses the catalogue back in the pile and claims the Tiffany one for herself. She may not believe in Santa but Iâm sure she still believes in getting gifts.
âHush yourself,â Mickey says, holding her stomach as if to cover the babyâs ears. âYou donât want Nickey Shantae to hear.â
âWho the hell is that?â Nellie asks, shocked at Mickeyâs response.
Mickey used to be the main one cursing Santa out come the holidays. She always said her man was the real gift giver, so why front. Now that her maternal instincts have kicked in I guess Santaâs real again.
âThatâs my daughter, fool.â Mickeyâs a trip and Nellie ainât falling for it. âIn my baby books they say that the babyâs listening inside the womb and I donât want her childhood ruined by your sour ass.â
âYou already named the baby,â I say, trading my catalogue for the Target brochure. I may dream a lot, but I try to keep my wish list in perspective. We are all struggling these days and I refuse to buy in to the holiday buzz. Iâd rather my money be in my wallet any day than on my ass, as Mama would so eloquently put it.
âYeah, and donât ask me how I know itâs going to be a girl. I just have a feeling about it. Nigel swears he knows itâs a boy.â
Nellie looks at me and rolls her eyes at