Iâm at work,â she adds.
âItâs someone called Marion,â Nancy mouths, holding her hand over the receiver. âShe says she has to talk to you.â
Camila shakes her head. At this moment, she cannot bear to be asked about the future. The past is too much with her.
N ANCY HAS UNTIED THE first packet. âThereâs a picture in this one. What a pretty lady!â She holds up the photograph. âWas this your mother?â
Camila is tempted to say yes, as she would have said in the past when asked. In fact, as a young woman she used to give away this picture of her mother to her girlfriends. But the photo is of a painting, done after her motherâs death on her fatherâs instructions.âActually that pretty lady is my fatherâs creation. I have the actual photograph somewhere.â
The young woman looks at her, waiting for further explanation, as if she does not understand.
âHe wanted my mother to look like the legend
he
was creating,â Camila adds. âHe wanted her to be prettier, whiter . . .â
Something shifts in the young womanâs eyes. She looks at Camila closely. âYou mean, your mother was a . . . a negro?â
âWe call it mulatto. She was a mixture,â Camila explains.
âThatâs amazing,â the girl says finally, as if that is the safest thing to say.
Camila does not know if the young woman is amazed by her motherâs color or by her fatherâs touch-up. But it was not just Pancho. Everyone in the familyâyes, including Mon!âtouched up the legend of her mother.
Nancy has unfolded several letters. âI donât have the best accent,â she protests before she begins reading.
âYou will do fine,â Camila reassures the young woman. âI just need to get some idea of the content of each one. Weâll use those two boxes to sort them.â
âYou mean, they arenât all going to the archives?â
âThey should all go to the archives, shouldnât they?â In spite of Max, in spite of the others, let the true story be told!
But for now, she wants her mother just to herself.
âShall I label them something?â
âWhat was that, Nancy?â
âShall I label the two boxes so we donât confuse them?â
âLabel one âArchives.ââ She thinks a moment what the other box should be called. âAnd just put my name on the other one.â
S HE STARTS TO GIVE away her own things as if something inside her already knows where she is going, what she will need. She presents Flo on the first floor with a copy of Pedroâs
Literary Currents
,which includes his Norton Lectures from Harvard. To Vivian, she gives her records of Italian operas, Spanish zarzuelas.
âSo, have you made up your mind where you are going?â Vivian asks.
âNot yet,â she says, and she repeats the same thing to Marion, who calls again to say she has received Camilaâs last letter.
âWell, I want you to know that no matter what you decide, Iâll come in June to help you pack up.â Marion takes a deep, resigned breath, which she is meant to hear. âBy the way, who is that young thing who always answers when I call?â
âYou mean Nancy?â Camila revels in the pause that follows. âSheâs my student helper.â
âTell her to get on the ball. I keep leaving her my number and you never call.â
Thank goodness for student helpers one can blame things on! âWeâve been so busy, sorting through years and years of papers.â
âBe careful with your asthma,â Marion reminds her. She sends a motherly kiss over the wires, then calls back up a minute later because she forgot one for the other cheek.
Nancy comes twice a week and on weekends. Soon they finish one trunk and start on the other. Every night she pores over her motherâs box: notes to her children; a sachet with dried purplish