there. . .for the most part. I wish I could get a little glimpse of Lisa showing interest.â
âFaith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things not seen. You have to believe before you see; otherwise itâs not faith.â
âYeah, I know. . .Listen, man, thanks for calling, but Iâm going to get off this phone and call it a night.â
âYeah, I better get going as well. Iâm leaving tomorrow afternoon to go preach a three-day revival in Missouri and I still have some things to get together.â
âAll right. Take it easy and have a safe trip.â
CHAPTER 7
A Whole âNother Story
B y Thursday morning, Callie had finally worked up the nerve to do it. She was going to take Bryanâs advice and tell Lisa all that had recently come to light. The turning point came yesterday during her weekly session with Dr. Samuels, her therapist, who had suggested that she still attend Chanelleâs graduation party next month. Dr. Samuels encouraged her to continue moving forward with life rather than allowing her circumstances to become an automatic death sentence. Unlike Bryan, Dr. Samuels didnât think full disclosure was necessary, but he said if Callie was ready, it wouldnât hurt to have the support of additional loved ones. Callie didnât know if sheâd necessarily use the word âready,â but with such a heavy burden on her heart she had to do something.
Callie had yet to return any calls sheâd received from church members concerned that they hadnât seen or heard from her in a while. Though she appreciated their sentiments, she wasnât ready to face them. No Bible-reading, tongue-speaking, Holy Ghost-filled, running-all-around-the-church, fire-baptized Christian was going to get her out of this one, so she didnât see a need to get her church family involved. No matter how many times she andLisa bumped heads, they were sistersâby blood. That had to count for something.
Callie decided to call her sister immediately instead of waiting until the evening as she had originally planned. With so much anxiety building up inside of her, she didnât think thereâd be any peace until she got this over with. Plus, given any extra amount of time, she was sure to find a way to talk herself out of it. Though it was only a little after four in the morning California time, Ohioâs time was three hours ahead and Callie knew her sister would be up. Ready or not, she was going to make the call.
âYouâre up awfully early!â Lisa wasted no time answering her cell.
âYeah. . .I couldnât sleep much. Do you have a minute? Iâd like to talk to you about something.â
âYeah, go ahead. Iâm just on my way to work. I hope youâre not calling about the graduation party. I know by now I should have all the details together, but I donât.â
âThat wasnât exactly the reason why I was calling.â
âGood, because I still have so much to do. I havenât been motivated lately. Both Chanelle and Mama are driving me crazy. Chanelle is on lockdown until graduation because she was brought home drunk by the police Saturday night. Then, earlier this week, Mama and I got into it because she doesnât agree with the way I handled the situation. Now sheâs mad at me, too.â
âIâm sorry youâre having such a hard time. What Iââ
âGirl, I feel like Iâm about to lose my mind. Mama always has something to say every time I discipline Chanelle. It gets on my nerves. Neither of them has said more than three words to me since Monday night.â
âWell, Mamaâs moving out soon. Iâm sure things will get a lot easier for you then.â
âI hope so. . .Even then that will only solve one of my problems. Chanelle is a whole ânother story. No matter what I do, her behavior doesnât seem to be