Ma.â
âWell, you thought wrong. Youâre beautiful, gal. Use your looks and not your body. Just the promise of something more is enough for most men,â Anabeth advised.
âI remember how the butcher would give you extra meat from time to time or that Deacon Jones used to give you more fabric than you asked for.â
âAnd I never had to defile my marriage bed. Remember that . I let them assume whatever they wanted toâhad nothing to do with me.â
âI will,â Jessie Belle vowed. âI wonât forget it.â
âI gotta get busy on the hem. You getting married tomorrowâwe donât have a minute to waste.â
âMa, I donât love Traynor,â Jessie Belle confessed.
âYouâll learn to love him. You canât help but love a man who puts your needs before his own.â
âDo you take this woman to be your wifeâ¦.?â Jessie Belleâs father said.
When it was his cue to respond, Traynor answered, âI do.â
Jessie Belle couldnât stop smiling. Her dream of becoming a fine lady was finally coming true. Sheâd studied Jacqueline Kennedyâher role modelâand fantasized about dressing like her, talking like her and being rich like her. In a few minutes she would be a first lady just like Jacquelineâonly she would help her husband lead his church and not a country.
She was so caught up in her thoughts that Jessie Belle almost missed her fatherâs question.
âI do,â she stated. âI do.â
Jessie Belle was not at all pleased with the simple wedding band Traynor placed on her finger, but he promised to buy her a diamond soon.
His daddy couldâve given me the one heâd given his late wife. Traynor told her that his father kept it in her jewelry box. The woman was deadâshe wouldnât be needing any of her jewelry, so why was he being so stingy with it? That ring wouldâve been a nice wedding present.
For the past couple of days, Jessie Belle had tried being friendly to her father-in-law, but while he was polite, she had a strong suspicion that he didnât care much for her.
Traynorâs aunt threw away all pretenses. She couldnât stand Jessie Belle and didnât bother to hide her dislike.
After the ceremony, Jessie Belle walked over to Eleanor Deveraux-Barrett and said, âIâm so happy to be married to Traynor. Weâre family now.â
Traynorâs aunt walked off without a response.
âYour aunt hates me,â Jessie Belle later confided in Traynor while they were seated at the head table, waiting to be served.
âAunt Eleanor doesnât hate you,â he stated. âSheâs still in a little bit of a shock over the news of our getting married. It happened rather quickly. I came to Mayville to preach in place of my father, and now I have a wife. Theyâre just worried that weâre moving too fast. Give them some time to get used to the idea of us being married.â
âDo you have any regrets?â
Traynor shook his head no. âIâve never been this happy before, Jessie Belle.â
âNeither have I,â she replied. Her heart danced with excitement. She was Mrs. Traynor Deveraux.
Her gaze traveled the room, eyeing the expressions on some of the girlsâ faces. Jessie Belle gloried in their heartache and disappointment.
Sheâd won.
When her mother could get her alone, Anabeth pulled Jessie Belle into one of the tiny rooms in the back of the church hall.
âHere, take this,â she said, handing Jessie Belle a tiny pack of blood. âNow, remember what I said.â
Skeptical, Jessie Belle questioned, âYou really think this is gonna fool Traynor?â
She nodded. âMamie Ella did it for her daughter when she married Saul Tinsdale. He never knew a thing. Traynor will think he married a virgin. Now, remember to cry a little and for goodnessâ sake, donât act
Michael Moorcock, Tom Canty