Johnny.â
What a crock, I thought when I left his office. I knew perfectly well why I liked doing dangerous things. It felt good!
When youâre doing a stunt, time stands still for an instant. You donât think about your parents, your friends, your problems.Nothing else matters. It just gives me some internal satisfaction and makes me feel alive. I like a challenge. I like to move fast. I like the feeling of wind rushing by me. I didnât need a psychologist to tell me that.
I gave the receptionist an envelope from Mom. I had checked, and there were five twenty-dollar bills inside. A hundred bucks! That was probably more money than Mom made all day. I vowed that I wouldnât go back to Dr. Carreon.
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I donât steal. I donât smoke or drink or take drugs. But the next day I did a bad thing. I took the second $100 Mom gave me to pay Dr. Carreon and bought a pair of in-line skates with it.
Somebody had posted a notice on the bulletin board of the local supermarket. A guy was selling a brand-new pair of top-of-the-line, state-of-the-art skates worth $400. My size. Aluminum frame. Removable brake. Built-in shock absorbers. Eighty-millimeter wheels. Triple-density foam liner. The guy had broken his leg and wouldnât be needing the skates. He asked for $100, and I snapped them up.
After school the next day I was scheduled to see Dr. Carreon again. Instead, I went to this skate park in Venice, California, near where we live. It had lots of ramps, verts, half pipes, rails, and all kinds of cool stuff to jump over.
I had skated plenty of times before, but I never had a good pair of skates. I started doing some tricks, thinking the whole time that it was better therapy than talking with Dr. Carreon. I was eating the place up, really catching some big air, and noticed the other kids were watching me.
The next day I went to the skate park after school again. It wasnât very crowded yet so I pretty much had the place to myself. Ihad just ollied off the twelve-foot half pipe and went into an alley-oop hobo. Thatâs when you spin 180 degrees and then jump on a rail backward. Itâs really hard to do, and you shouldnât even try it unless youâre either really good or have a total lack of common sense.
I grinded down the rail, did a quick grab, bumped some stairs, and attempted a fishbrain. I didnât quite pull it off, and rag-dolled into the dirt.
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When I looked up, there were two guys standing over me. One of them was a bald guy with a ponytail. That was the first time I met Roland Rivers.
âRude, dude,â Roland said in his British accent. âYou must be a real hammerhead.â
Iâm always suspicious of grown-ups who try to talk the talk. âThanks,â was all I said, and started to skate away.
âMay I rap with you for a moment, young man?â Roland asked.
âI donât talk to strangers,â I replied.
âSmart boy,â Roland said, handing me his business card. âThen allow me to introduce myself so we wonât be strangers. My name is Roland Rivers, and Iâm directing a film up the street. This is my assistant, Roger. Ever think of getting into movies?â
âCanât act,â I said.
âDonât have to,â Roland replied. âCan you do a back flip?â
I couldnât resist showing off a little. I skated over to an open area where there was a three-foot ramp and flipped head over heels. Iâd done it plenty of times before. Then I skated back to him.
âAwesome!â he said, applauding. âYou like things fast, donât you?â
âYeah.â
âWould you skate off the roof of a building?â
âDepends on the building.â
âOut of a plane?â
âMaybe.â
âIs it because you like excitement,â Roland asked, âor are you just a fool?â
I looked at him. I wasnât sure if it was a serious question or a