then straightened. Her smile broadened. âBut yes, she has. And her husband is worse. Iâve heard the whispers, what people are saying about you. Eventually, everyone comes into the store. The new settlers donât mind that youâre sheriff. As long as they are free to get on with their lives, theyâll have no complaints. But the old-timers, the ones who were here when...â Her hand fluttered toward him. She didnât want to speak of that time, or that day. She didnât want to recall the ugly words sheâd spoken to him, or the pain in his eyes. She didnât want to know how much sheâd hurt him. And herself. In the deepest, darkest part of her heart, she knew sheâd made the right decision. She couldnât have gone with him. But sheâd been wrong in the delivery of the message. Sheâd been so afraid he would convince her to come with him that sheâd lashed out in fear, speaking harsh words that could never be recalled.
âThey wonât forgive you,â she said.
âThey donât have to. I appreciate your concern, but itâs misplaced. The contractâs binding. Unless I commit a crime, they canât get rid of me. For the next year, theyâre going to have to get used to having me around.â
âWhen the year is up, what happens then?â
He looked past her toward the fire. âThen I leave this place behind and never come back.â
âSo itâs just for a year?â
His eyes met hers. She saw the amusement. She was so grateful he would eventually be leaving, she didnât care that it was at her expense.
âYes, Megan. One year. Then youâll be through with me for good.â
She could bear anything for a year, she told herself. âI think it best that we try to stay out of each otherâs way during that time,â she said.
Instead of answering, he smiled. She knew that smile. It made her knees weak and her fingers tremble. It made her remember his kisses, and more. It made her wish Justin Kincaid had been respectable, the son of a farmer or a business owner. It made her wonder what would have happened if sheâd gone with him.
âWhy is it a problem if we see each other?â he asked, the glint in his eye reminding her he was dangerous.
She couldnât answer that question. He might suspect the truth, but he wouldnât know for sure. âWhy are you here?â
âI told you, Iâm the sheriff.â
âNo, why are you in my house? Why did you come to see me tonight?â
âI want my question answered first. Why is it a problem if we see each other?â
She didnât think heâd moved, but somehow they were standing closer together. The snapping of the burning wood in the fireplace filled the silence. The scent of the smoke mingled with the fragrance of the night and the man. She could feel his heat. She had to tilt her head back to look at his face. Her hands clasped and unclasped.
He reached out toward her. She thought about stepping back, but she couldnât seem to get her feet to move. He was going to touch her, and she was going to let him. She needed to know if he could still affect her, she told herself firmly. It was a scientific experiment.
His thumb whispered against her jaw, then swept across her chin. Sensation shot through her like the unexpected warmth of sunlight after a storm. The room grew hot, her muscles clenched tight.
âWhy arenât you married?â he asked.
âNo one ever asked.â
The lie was so automatic, she shocked herself. Why had she said that? Sheâd been engaged for months. It would be better for Justin to know the truth, but she couldnât say anything now. She was confused. Nothing made sense, and Justin was moving closer.
âI find it hard to believe you never tempted a man,â he said. âAre they all blind?â
She should have been pleased at the implied compliment, but she was too