Phoenix P.D. and then the Maricopa County Sheriffâs Office, and more directly after sheâd started her own agencyâbut never had she experienced anything more enraging than having Butch Vaughn flat out lie to her. It was one thing to have him claim he hadnât meant to frighten her; sheâd expected that. But sheâd never dreamed heâd try to keep her purse, or that heâd take so much joy in making her feel powerless. Now he had heriPhone, her car keysâand her house keys because they were on the same ringâher wallet and her ID, all of which heâd basically stolen from her right beneath the noses of ten police officers.
He thought he was clever. But she wasnât about to let him get away with what heâd done to her or to April Bonner. If heâd killed April, sheâd find the proof she needed to put him away. The poor woman had to be somewhere. And what about those other bodies, the ones in the mass grave Finch had told her about? Was Butch responsible for those murders, as well?
It held the remains of seven womenâ¦.
She believed Butch to be capable of extreme violence. Sheâd never met an individual who scared her as much.
This was what some of the people she took on as clients went through, she realized. Now sheâd become a victim, too. She tried telling herself it was good experience to have, that in future sheâd be better able to relate to their feelings of helplessness and frustration. But trying to find something positive in what sheâd gone through didnât make these late-night hours tick by any faster.
Agitated and restless, she stared at the ceiling. Although she tried to avoid it, she kept picturing Butch sitting at his kitchen table going through her purse while the rest of his family slept. Was he holding her driverâs license right now, memorizing her address? Had he checked MapQuest to determine the best route to take to her house?
Surely he wouldnât be that obvious. Besides, she lived two hours away, which meant heâd need a wide margin in which to be gone. But just knowing how easy tracking her down would be made every creak and rustleânormal noises on any other nightâsound like someonewas attempting to break in. She was so wound up she could feel her pulse beating in her fingertips. Would morning never come?
Why hadnât she listened to Jonah? Heâd asked her not to go back home tonight. Heâd encouraged her to stay with a friend for a few days, give Butch time to cool down. But Butch wasnât the type to cool down. The way his muscles had contracted when sheâd continued to challenge him for her purse made her believe sheâd never be completely safe, not as long as he was free. And hiding wouldnât solve the problem, not when Butch could simply use one of her business cards, a stack of which could be found in her purse, to come up with her office address. He could attack her midday as easily as at night. Crimes took place at all hours. If he really wanted to hurt her, heâd find a way.
âButch can go to hell as far as Iâm concerned,â she muttered. And if he broke in and attacked her, maybe sheâd send him there. Sheâd brought a large carving knife to bed with her. She also had a new can of pepper spray in the top drawer of her nightstand. Sheâd squirted a little on the sidewalk to make sure it workedâsomething sheâd taken for granted with the old one that she wasnât willing to do again.
Were those precautions enough? Maybe not. She couldnât imagine actually having to stab someone. A gun would be a much more practical form of defense. Maybe she should get oneâ¦. Sheâd never been tempted before, but sheâd never been so rattled, either.
Her hand was growing sweaty on the handle of the knife. She couldnât go on like this.
Forcing her fingers to unclench the weapon, she put it on the nightstand. If she did