have been paid, but donât worry. I got something for they ass.â
Blood pounded in my head. I didnât say anything at first. Finally I spoke. âThey claimed you owed them five million dollars. I donât know what I went on that wild goose chase for if you already had the money.â
âI had to get my woman back, too. It wasnât just about the money.â
âBut why would they get involved in a drug deal?â
âLook, people are broke so they will do desperate things. I think they homes was in foreclosure.â
I thought of Haviland and her blackmailer who had her over the barrel over faking a home invasion to keep from losing her Hollywood Hills mini-mansion in the height of the recession in 2009. âDo you know if these men are still with the FBI and the DEA?â
âYes, they still with the DEA and the FBI, with they crooked ass. They shake down more drug dealers than the dealers. I guess when their money got low, they went after me and the money they knew I had from the files on me. They think they untouchable. Plan to retire drinkinâ mai tais on some island. Got kids in Ivy League colleges.â
âWell, they didnât get the money from me.â
âDonât worry. I paid those mothertruckers. Theyâre trying to drain all my money, but thatâs all right. When I find them, theyâll be taken care of.â
My heart clutched. âHow did you get kidnapped? Iâve been so out of it, I havenât had a chance to see what was going on. What do they have on you? Why did they set up the kidnapping?â
âMoney. Simple as that. I got something on them and they couldnât shake me down anymore. They figured if they had me abducted they could get a lump sum of money. If it wasnât for you, I would have been killed.â
âAnother question: did they give you money to go to Brazil?â
âNo, they didnât. They found out about the deal and was trying to intercept it and get the money. The cartels wound up keeping Appolonia. Thatâs what Iâm here about.â
I was hoping to divert him from that subject. âSo how did you become a billionaire?â
Mayhem became quiet, as if he was weighing what Iâd asked him. He rubbed his clean chin with his right thumb and forefinger. It took what seemed like forever for him to answer. âGood investments on Wall Street.â
âDo you think youâll ever get out the game?â
He gave me a strange look. âYou know what my philosophy of life is?â
âShoot.â
âI didnât choose my destiny. My destiny chose me. I live in one of the richest cities of America and I just want my part of the California dream. Fuck being broke. Before I get trampled on and never have any power or money, Iâll die first. I used to be called an inland terrorist when I was banging, but now Iâm trying to go legit. Iâm a businessman. Itâs the American way. You either get, or you get got. We never got money when we were marching for freedom, and now we have no power.â
âHow about President Obama?â
âPsssssh.â He let out a long hiss. âThat was just a fluke. The average Negro ainât living his life.â
âIâdââ
âYouâd do what if you were in my shoes, born where we were born, and you were a Black man?â
I pondered his question. I lay back on my bed, speechless. I really didnât know what Iâd do. âI donât know,â I admitted.
âI was trying to . . . Iâm just trying to go legit, but that last bid kind of cut into my bank account. Plus, this system wonât let a nigga catch a break.â
âNot from what I saw in your account . . .â
Mayhem ignored my remark. âWell, anyhow, when I sent Appolonia to Rio that was going to be the last run in that line of business, because thereâs too much shit going on in Mexico right