Manhattan.â
âWhat was he doing there?â
âVisiting the Cardinal there. They both went to a reception at the mayorâs house. I was playing.â
âYou played at the mayorâs house? Iâm impressed.â
âDonât be. I was a Broadway wannabe and taught piano to pay the bills. His kids took lessons. Thatâs how he knew me.â
âA Broadway wannabe,â Terry said, still sounding impressed. âNo more?â
She shook her head.
âWere you in anything?â
âA few ensembles. Nothing major.â
âDo you dance, too?â
âNot well enough.â
âAh. I understand.â He let her off the hook. âSo you met Cardinal Rossetti in the city and followed him to Albany?â
She didnât answer. After another minute of walking, she felt him looking at her. When she met his eye, he said, âWhy the frown?â
âThis feels like an interview.â
âItâs not. Itâs just me, interested in you.â
If she was frowning now, it was in skepticism.
âIâve never met a religious groupie before,â he teased.
She sighed. âIâm not a religious groupie. I didnât follow Cardinal Rosetti to Albany. I followed the mayor there.â She caught herself. âOoops. That came out wrong.â She felt a tiny tightness at the back of her tongue and focused on relaxing it. With a single, slow, calming breath, it dissolved. Flawlessly, she explained, âMy relationship was with his kids. They loved me, and theyâd been shaken by the divorce. When he was elected governor, he had to move to Albany, and the kids went with him. He figured that if I kept teaching them, it would be one thing that didnât change in their lives. When a position opened up in a private school there, the timing seemed right.â
âSo you gave up on Broadway?â
âIt gave up on me,â she said and slid him a wary look. âYouâre smooth.â
He tipped his head. âHow?â
âGetting me to talk after I said I wouldnât.â
âThis is whatâs called a social conversation.â He held up his hands. âNo pen, no paper. Strictly off-the-cuff. Like I say, the Cardinal intrigues me. Soâhe was the Bishop of Albany when you moved there?â
Social conversation or not, Lily didnât want to talk about herself or the Cardinal to Terry. But he did look intrigued. And Mitch Rellejik had vouched for him. And the question was innocent enough.
So she said, âHe was.â
âAnd thatâs where you really got to know him?â
She nodded.
âDid you ever dream heâd be a Cardinal one day?â
She shook her head. âBut Iâm not surprised. Father Fran gets it.â
âGets it?â
âUnderstands people.â
âYou saw that?â
They had reached another corner and were waiting to cross. Traffic leaving the city sped by in a blur of lights and chrome. âHe understood me,â she said. âIâve been grappling with things. Heâs beenââ How to describe Fran Rossetti in a word? Friend? Adviser? Therapist? âHeâs been a comfort.â
âSo you followed him to Boston?â
Her eyes flew to his. Here was the reporter again, more prodding than casual.
Terry winced. âSorry. Nothing untoward meant. Asking questions is a habit. I was always doing it as a kid, so I went into journalism. No other field would have me. Itâs the tone. Hard to turn off, but Iâll try.â
He sounded so sincere that Lily relented. âI followedhim to Boston only in the sense that I moved here soon after he did.â
Terry didnât say anything. When the light changed, they crossed the street and walked on.
Still feeling guilty for overreacting, she volunteered, âFather Fran told me about the Essex Club. It was a step up from the club I played at in Albany, and Danâs regular
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