stopped midway to her mouth. âWhat are you saying?â
âNothing, nothing at all.â Jess laughed. âJust thinking a little nutritional information might not hurt, thatâs all.â
âWell, that may be, but all I can say is there is a whole valley of folks around here whose mamas ate pretty much whatâs on this table, and theyâre all doing just fine.â Elizabeth braced her hands on the edge of the table to help herself to her feet. âNow, whoâs ready for some peach cobbler? The peaches came from the tree just this afternoon.â
âLet me help.â Jess started to get up. She had the uneasy feeling she had just stepped on some toes, but Elizabeth waved her back into her chair.
âNo, you just stay where you are. Rayâs going to give me a hand, arenât you, honey?â
âSure.â Ray still hadnât said much since Lainie announced that Jess would be her doctor, and it may have been Jessâs imagination, but he did seem awfully eager to jump up from the table and help Elizabeth.
Jess could have kicked herself for introducing so much awkwardness into what had been the most pleasurable evening she had spent in a long time. Trying again, she turned to Lainie with a smile. âSo, how have you been feeling?â
âIâm feeling great.â Lainie planted her elbows where her plate had been as Ray took it to the kitchen. âI felt a little queasy a coupleof mornings last week, but other than that Iâve been just fine. And as you noticed, thereâs nothing wrong with my appetite.â
Jess cringed a little. She had always struggled with this tendency to call things as she saw them, and she had wound up regretting it more times than sheâd like to remember.
âWell, if you sit down to meals like this every day, I can see why.â Jess tried again, hoping her smile was a little more confident than she felt. âHave you been taking your vitamins?â
Lainie nodded, and Andy pushed back his chair and jumped to his feet. âHey, Iâm just sitting around like third base. Let me help.â He grabbed the nearly empty fried chicken platter and carried it to the kitchen.
Jess sighed. For the last eight years, she had been eating, breathing, and sleeping medicineâwith not a whole lot of sleeping, now that she thought about it. Would there ever come a time when she could have a simple conversation without clearing the room in the process? She took a deep breath and tried again.
âSo, Lainie.â She pasted what she hoped was a friendly smile on her face. âI hear youâre from California too. What part? Iâm from Mill Valley, just north of San Francisco.â
âLA. Long Beach area, mostly.â
By the time the table had been cleared and Ray and Andy had placed dishes of warm peach cobbler in front of them, Jess had discerned that other than starting out in California and winding up in Last Chance, New Mexico, she and Lainie had little they could claim in common. Lainie had been tossed out to fend for herself at fourteen, and she had not only survived but through Godâs grace found her way to Last Chance and to him. The tiny house she shared with her husband and his grandmother was the first real home she had ever had, and it would always be a palace to her.
Jess, on the other hand, had never wanted for anythingâexceptmaybe time and sleep. She wasnât even saddled with the monstrous burden of student loans that most new doctors labored under. Her parents, both physicians themselves, had seen to it that she had whatever she needed. Where Lainieâs parents could only be called criminal in their negligence and neglect, Jessâs family had been and still was close, using what little free time they did have to enjoy and nurture each other. Her parents had always supported her childhood ambition of practicing rural medicine, and even if, as the years passed and the