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inside you. Nothing has ever felt this good. Nothing . No one. Only you.”
    Oh God…
    “Tell
me this isn’t the last time, Rachel. Say I can have you again.”
    “Y-Y…”
The word was on the tip of my tongue but something was stopping it from rolling
off.
    “ Say it, Rachel! I need more of this.
More of you. Tell me I can have you!”
    “Yes!”
I whimpered. My body was trembling… hungry… desperate .
I would’ve agreed to sell my own grandma in that moment. “Jared, I…” I wasn’t
going to be able to contain it much longer. The faint hum had ballooned into a
raging fucking disco and the speakers were just one decibel away from blowing.
“I-I… oh fuck, Jared I’m…”
    “I
know, Rach. I’m right there with you, baby.” Somehow he started urging himself
into me impossibly and deliciously faster. Then when I felt the heat of his warm tongue flick against one of my
nipples, I threw my head back and fell apart beneath him. “That’s it. Let it
go, baby.”
    Seconds
later he started swelling and pulsating inside of me, making my already intense
orgasm, absolutely fucking mind-blowing.
    “Fuck!”
he growled upon his last thrust while I lay a helpless, trembling puddle of mush
beneath his beautiful, glistening body. Then, rendered weak from the rush of
pleasure, I felt my legs drop to the mattress and Jared settled himself on top
of me, burying his nose in my neck and inhaling deeply. “Look me in the eye and
tell me that wasn’t the best experience of your fucking life.”
    “Sorry,
Jaz… but nothing will beat the first time I tasted a Pot Noodle,” I mocked,
playing what just happened off completely. The truth is… I had never experienced anything even remotely
close to that in my whole life. And for the first time… I did nothing to earn it. All I had to do, all
he wanted me to do, was lie there and
let him touch me, kiss me and make me feel amazing. Intentional or not, for
that one night, Jared had made me feel like the most special, wanted, ‘normal’,
girl in the whole bloody world. “But it was pretty damn amazing.”
     
    Jared had rolled onto his back and when
he opened one arm for me, I hesitantly nestled into his chest. Huh… It felt nicer than expected. It
felt comfortable… right .
    “You
know,” Jared began. “It’s ten past one.”
    “Um,
okay?” I replied, looking up at him quizzically.
    “That
means the deal’s off. I said if you let me have you before the New Year came
in, I would back off. But seeing as we didn’t finish until past midnight… I’m
afraid our agreement is null and void.”
    “That’s
such bullshit,” I said, intending to be serious but ending up laughing.
    “Nuh
uh. It was my deal so I make the rules. But let’s face it, after what just
happened you’re ready to say yes anyway, right?”
    Ah, there you are serious atmosphere. I
wondered where you were hiding…
    “Jared
I-”
    “Jesus,
you really are going to make me work
for this aren’t you?”
    “I
just-”
    “Tell
me what’s holding you back, Rach?”
    “Well
maybe I would if you’d quit interrupting me!”
    “Okay,”
he said, pulling closed the imaginary zip on his mouth.
    “Nothing’s
holding me back.”
    “You’re
lying. You’re afraid.”
    “Bollocks!
Don’t make out like you know me when we’ve only known each other a few months!”
I barked, snapping my head from his chest.
    “Hey.”
He reached out and gently grabbed my forearm, pulling me back to him. “I didn’t
mean to make you mad, Rachel. I just… look I’m just going to come out and say
it.”
    “Don’t
feel like you need to on my account.”
    “You’re
a great girl, Rachel,” he continued, ignoring me completely. “You’re fun.
You’re out there. You’ve got pink hair and more colours and sparkles in your
skin than a fucking rainbow. You talk like a middle-aged trucker with a
pot-belly, not to mention the fact you could drink one of those guys under the
table any day of…”
    “Where
the