curls. It was the soft blue eyes, however, that pierced his unbeating heart. Sheâd been to hell and back, but there was an innate purity in her that could never be diminished. Was it any wonder his jaded soul was so fascinated? âEnough blood was shed when I became clan chief.â
She blinked in surprise. He rarely shared his world as clan chief. Why burden her with the darker side of his position?
âYou mean when you battled to take the place of the former leader?â
â Oui , and then for the next several decades after claiming Paris.â
She paled. âDecades?â
He grimaced. During those dark days heâd often wondered if he would survive from one night to the next.
âItâs traditional for each demon species to try and kill the new leader of vampires.â
âWhy?â
âIn part because they enjoy any excuse to try and kill a vampire, but more importantly to make sure a chief is strong enough to keep control of his territory,â he explained. âA weak chief is an invitation for constant upheaval, not only among his clan, but from outside threats. Peace comes from strength.â
âAnd now?â
He arched a brow, belatedly sensing the tension that hummed through her body.
âNow?â
âAre you safe?â
âA clan chief is always a target,â he admitted, unable to resist outlining her lips with the tip of his finger. âEither from an ambitious vampire who wants to challenge me for my position, or from any number of demons who Iâve pissed off over the centuries.â
âNot hard to believe,â she muttered, although the words didnât disguise the concern that darkened her eyes.
âMost are convinced the world would be greatly improved if they could remove my head from my body.â
With a gasp, she pressed her hand against his lips, her expression troubled.
âDonât say that.â
A fierce satisfaction cascaded through his body at her plea. Gently, he pried her fingers from his lips.
âCareful, Valla,â he teased. âOr I might think you care.â
âOf course I care,â she said without hesitation. âI donât want you hurt.â
He pressed a kiss to her palm, his thumb stroking her inner wrist.
âThen you at last understand why Iâm so anxious to protect you.â
She thinned her lips as he neatly turned the tables on her. âMaybe. Butââ
Hmm. Perhaps he hadnât turned any tables. Neatly or otherwise.
âI donât think Iâm going to like this.â
She pulled her hand free to touch his face, the light caress sending jagged bolts of arousal through his body.
He could count the number of times sheâd ever purposefully touched him. And never with such a lingering intimacy.
âIt terrifies me to know your position makes you a constant target,â she whispered.
He held her worried gaze. âItâs my duty.â
âYes,â she agreed with a nod. âAnd while I hate the thought that youâre in danger, I would never try to stand in your way.â
The direct hit came without warning, leaving Elijah gaping at her in bemusement.
Hoisted by his own petard, he wryly acknowledged, recalling how often heâd tried to prevent her from even leaving her apartment without him at her side.
At the time, heâd thought he was revealing just how much he cared for her. Now . . .
âIs that what you think Iâm trying to do?â
Her fingers drifted to brush over his lips, her expression somber.
âA partner should make you stronger, not weaker.â
She was right. Of course she was.
As much as he might hate to admit it, his rabid need to protect her was more about his constant knowledge of how close she had come to dying before theyâd ever met, than keeping her happy.
Selfish even by his standards.
âOh . . . merde ,â he growled in resignation.
She eyed him warily as he